~The girl next block~

My 18.

2011-07-14T08:57:00.000-07:00

This is the place that i can really speak out.
I'm now in this predicament, somehow very hurtful one.
7 days ago, I asked myself. Yes, im finally 18.
I have an awesome party!! And its really nice to know something i didt know.
Umm.. i was uncertain at that moment. And i avoided.
Its great to know that.
You waited for me.. I know you did alot just to make me happy.
You did things that you did not do before.
I take everything into heart. And that's why i agreed.
You must be overjoyed right?! HAHA..
We are pretty close.. And yes.. WE ARE.
I made up the rule. The one week report book rule.
Umm.. I know you are inexperience. That's why i kept giving you pressure.
To let you understand that satisfying a loved one is pretty harsh.
Like this, you can learn and in the future, it will make you a better guy.
Yes, the 7 days were nice. I know you tried your best.. I know.
Your report is afterall range as WELL DONE. (except you really should understand girls more)
You did a good job! Believe me. And what makes you different from others is the caring and happy going characters. Those are really hard to find.
7 days passed. Its time to say something.
But instead of me saying.. You started off..
I respect! I know how demanding i'm. (you should agree wif it right?)
I didnt know how should i react. Whether to cry or smile.
But whatever, stop blaming yourselves. I do play a part also.
I'm already missing the good moments we have tgt.. *tears just drop. I dono why.
You are way too good for me. You should deserve more, but im not that fortunate to have you.
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You have to JIAYOU!! I know you can do it!!! You must jiayou alright?!
Fight for your future and this good friend of yours will always be thr for you!! :)

We shouldn't have met..

2011-05-03T07:53:00.000-07:00

Hello.. im back.. from century ago..
My blog is really rotten. So i have to start activating again.
Well, at this point in time, i just wanted to express how i really feel about something.
It should be somehow negative, which is why i remember my blog.
I will always remember my blog when im feeling low and when i need 'someone' to talk to.
Basically, there is none i can find to talk about. So here i am, my dear blog. (somehow no one's reading it. Good.)
Okay.. Let's get started. ...........
Well, i should start from what im feeling now. I am really hoping that something might happen.
MIGHT. I know it's harder than anything, but i hope miracles do happen.
And now, i finally understand. Miracles will never happen.
FOR GOD SAKE, the only wish i have for now is an reply back from you. THATS ALL.
Is that too much? Or is it really karma? KARMA? What did i do?
If you are finding me irritating, please do tell me personally and i will never ever do anything foolish. Yet, you let me wait for the entire night and NOW, YOU ARE STILL NOT REPLYING.
Im not complaining about anything. I'm just upset over the attitude you gave me. The same old attitude you gave when i first make my move.
So i shouldnt make my first move right?! HOW FOOLISH!
In that case, we shouldn't have met in the first place. Or i should say, i shouldn't meet you at the FIRST place.
But you know what?! I CAN'T FORGET ABOUT YOU.
Every move that you did was tattoo into my mind. To you, i might be just someone ordinary, but believe what, YOU ARE NOT ORDINARY TO ME. (well, you will never know, bcos you didn't even bother to read my blog. Okay, i think you didn't even know i have a blog!)
But believe those words, it's 100% true!
AND YOU KNOW WHAT, ---
When everyone is saying that you are a ---,
I defended you. GOOD, nothing came back.
But i don't mind. I know you wasn't like what most people think.
And maybe you didn't even know that. (the one on defending.)
So treat it as if i'm doing some volunteer work.
At first, i tot im just thinking too much. I know that you ain't that bad afterall.
You are not that guy who hurts people's heart.
But now.. I think you are just as equally as them. (or isit me thinking too much again? But why ain't you replying? Finding me a nuisance? I AM ACTUALLY. Agree, isn't it?)
Please.. i beg you for once. Tell me the truth! Tell me how much you hate/love me.
Tell me how irritating/loving i am.
Or nevermind.. just throw all those words to me. Eg. I really hate you for stalking me. Give me some space and never appear in front of me!!
It maybe hurtful, but i will accept it bcos those are your true words.
SO I RESPECT IT!
But i need you to tell me in person. I NEED THAT.
So pls don keep quiet. It will make life difficult for both you and me.
I have to give up. I should not continue. I should stop smsing you.
I SHOULD FORGET ABOUT YOU.
But how? Tattoo in my heart and now, im trying to get rid of it?
How painful will it be?! How much suffering will i undergo?
YOU UNDERSTAND ME? Did you? (You didn't!!)
I just wanted my normal life back. I shouldn't have tell my friend that i like you.
And then she will never go and tell you.
Then you won't find me awkward. Then you won't try to avoid me.
Then....then... AHHHHH~~
What should i do? Can anyone help me up?
I really don understand.. What makes me love you so much?You are unlike those previous guys i'm in love with. You are not good looking, abit ---, but i just dono why..
I've fallen for you so much that i can't control myself!! HOW?!
SO NOW.. please tell me the truth. I didn't wanna play guessing games and i sucks at that.
I BEG YOU.. PLEASE REPLY AND TELL ME THE TRUTH.
I'm prepare for whatever is coming!!~~~~ FML.

The worse/best experience...

2011-02-14T23:15:00.000-08:00

Okay.. I should say, you will never understand what i'm talking later.
And for my sake, pls don ask about it.
Well, lets start... Its a thing i have ever wish to do.
I got it, i'm feelin kind of looking forward.
But later... i learn that it is really hard for me. With all those irritating sickening human being around.. they tot they are the best... BUT i'm sorry... you are just nothing.
Luckily.. there are still good human beings around. If not.. im so going to die.
Time really past fast.. Hopefully everything is fine till the end. Ya, maybe.
But definitely will rmb this day. And human beings.... both bad and good.

The chronicles of SUPER SHOW 3 SINGAPORE!!

2011-02-14T21:57:00.000-08:00

The day has come. The day we are looking forward to.
Our perfect ideal buys are coming to Singapore.
Its none other then... SUPER JUNIOR-슈퍼주니어.
Okay.. let's get started since 28 January 2011.
28 January 2011: 'Relax.. they wont be here.. so relax..
Moments later... WHAT?? They are here..
Hurry, go Changi Airport now!!
Den basically.. just go there and wait.
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29 January 2011: Their first concert, but we didnt go. *sad.
So we went Swissotel, just for fun!!! I think we go there for fun.. Hahaha..
Try luck lah.. and explore the entire Swissotel. WOW.. Good experience.
At night... the worse feeling we ever have.
The feeling that we never wanted to feel.
People say they are awesome and that is why it make us wanted to go!!
Okay, on ah.. GO BUY TICKETS. =)
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30 January 2011: WOOHOO... It's the day!!!
We finally bought the tickets and ya, im in the free standing area.
WOW.. they whole stage is so close to me. I'm fainting!!
The whole concert is awesome!! Their lightings, dressings and most importantly... the cute boys!!! =)
Everything was great!! It ended up with lots of claps and laughter, and of course screaming and voice breaking. It's crazy!!!
It's hard to describe it with words, you must be there to get the real spirit. AHAHHAHA..
SUPER JUNIOR IS INDEED A GREAT BAND!!
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-THE END-
*Great chronicles isnt it? LOL..
For me.. its the best story i ever experience it before! =)
Many should like my post.. cos those people are ELFs. And its bcos SUPER JUNIOR is really awesome!
*PS.. its a little too late to post it.

My results... OOoooo Lvl.

2011-02-14T21:44:00.000-08:00

UMMM.... O level result wasnt what i've expected..
Is it good? I really cannot answer this question. Some say its wonderful, but some say i can do better..
I score top in school but.. BUT... the result is not up to my standard.
So... should i cry?
Okay, drop that.. let's take a look at my score..
4As, 1B, 1C. (good or bad??) I dono.
Go into Singapore Poly Business Admin.
Not my first choice, but third. (umm... im speechless)
Okay.. thats all. For the rest of my time, im going to enjoy myself. MY HOLIDAYS..
Too little time now.. although.
Nevermind, lets go and play!!! =DDD

It's the day!!

2011-01-09T08:21:00.000-08:00

My O Level results will be out in 14 hours time...
The day where i hate to face. The day where i hope everything PLS go as i wish!!!
I know i will be disappointed this time. Its so difference from the N level period.
Or should i say its completely not the same. Maybe you will successfully......
Ya, i surrender!!
But i really really really wish that i can score well..
Please.. for this time. I wish to smile all the way from tmr onwards.
I wish to walk out proudly and show to everyone who is looking down on me that i can actually.
PLEASE!! ~~~~ I don't wish to cry, and even i cry, it will be the tears of joy!!!
I'm preparing lots of tissue tmr. I will be ready to face the worse reality tmr. (no, its today!!)
YES.. I will. I MUST!!! I NEED!!
Don't let it happen. The one that i don't wish to happen. PLEASE!!!!~~~
Hwaiting SEOLLYEO AH~~ SEUNGLI!!!!! <3 (HOPEFULLY) =.=lll

What is this?? I dont believe.

2010-12-22T07:04:00.000-08:00

Right, so long ever since i wrote something here.
I miss you very much.
But for today, i'm going to say....
To P1: Who are you?? You are just using me.. BFF??
I think you dont mean it. So from now on, im not going to too.
You just wish me to lose, and you can win. I surrender. I'm not like you who did everything to get your goals..
You yourself should know what i'm talking about. I no longer will care how you feel, since you didnt. I SWEAR!
To P2:You are good sometimes but also too over sometimes..
I always try to forgive you, but you dont apprecitate it. You must have forgotten how well i treated you. Then i wont treat you good again. You are just like P1, so bitch and f***ing.
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I'm sorry for such inappropriate language. But i really cant hid it anymore.
They are beyond my limited line.
I really wish --- will help me. Can you?? I no longer got anything, i just wanted to do well.
Get it and i can have my last strength to continue living on. PLEASE.. That was my last wish.
Please help me!! ~~~~

050710.

2010-07-06T07:00:00.000-07:00

This is the day when i got so shocked by what my group of besties did!!!
I did not know they are actually great actors, they 'lied' to mi.
They bring mi to Kbox and sing as usual like what we normally do, the only thing that was different is my reaction when they got into a VOLUME conflict.
S: J!! Dont turn down the volume!!!!
M: Xueli, can you help mi with Rainie Yang's song?!
J: WHAT? It very noisy with such high volume, especially with the echo!!!
Then S and J got into conflict when i'm still searching Rainie Yang's songs. (Innocent mi!!!)
Next moment, J got really angry and rushed out the room.
REALLY SCARE MI TO DEATH!!!
"Did she bring along her bag?!" That was what my first reaction.
The whole atmosphere was so unusal and i seriously don't know what to do next!!
But i got really touched when J came back with this creamy cake!!
And everything was just an act!!! (Haix, got fooled!!)
I was very touched and for some instance, both my eyes wet watery.
With all their efforts, i really thanks them and you guys should be rewarded a best actor award.
I'm usually the one acting, but eventually i dig my own grave.. haha
Then, we process to Explorer Kids- the wonderful heaven for children.
I enjoy playing and hide with my best friends, just like a toddler ten years ago.
The only different is that i have a group of great friends playing with mi.
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Dear Friends:
I'm so glad to have you as my friends and i really do hope that time can stop yesterday.
I hate to bid farewell to u guys in months later. And i felt really touched when you guys brought in the cake was because my mind is full of the flash back we have spend together years ago.
The memorable moments we all will remember no matter what.
I really should say a big THANK YOU to you guys.
I don't have the courage to speak up my mind, but deep in my heart, i will wish to let you know i really appreciate it very much!!!
Lastly,

사랑해!당신이 최고입니다!
가장 친한 친구가, 감사합니다! <3

I'm here for fun!! But will sooner disappear.

2010-07-02T07:33:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA..
I'm so bored that i choose to post nonsense up now.
Starting from next week, this particular unlucky bunch of students as what most of the people will describe as O LEVEL STUDENTS will be getting their nerves on remedials, exams, mock prelims, prelims, tonnes of other schools examination papers, ten years series, night study...etc.
*Prelims still got MOCK de lei.
I'm wondering what kind of mind set thinking our school is having.
Fascinated by such packed time schedules, i'm so yearn to have my June holidays back for accompany.... WL, sian diao~~~~
Meanwhile, we self-entertained by doing foolish things- SUPER JUNIOR SONGS REMIX COMPETITION!!
It came up to be very interesting, and we have found out that we actually have talent in remixing songs! (in fact, mumbling through whatever is on our mind)
Wow.. we have hidden talent!!!
You can feel free to join out competiton by fulfiling the applications below:

You must be a royal and crazy Super Junior's fan. (Other Korean Boy Group are included)
You need to be able to deduce members by listening to their voices.
You must have passion in composing music and must be daring.
The music composed need to be relevant and in tunes.
You must be a Singaporean or PR.
You have just waste your precious time in reading my crazy and meaningless ideas!!

HAHAHAHAS... I HAVE ALREADY GIVEN YOU A WARNING AT THE VERY BEGINNING!!!

Yay, you can see im really bored right now??!

Well, we don't have much time to do such foolish things after this week, so i will do whatever i can to make it wonderful.

Most importantly, is the unforgetable times i've spend with my Friends!!The crazy moments when we all mingle around!!! Haha..

This year is truly short and crucial. Time will pass without us knowing.. Is it a good thing not?!

I doubt we know the answer until the very day!!!! *-*

Kyuhyun Oppa admitted to hospital!!

2010-06-04T23:48:00.001-07:00

OMG.. Kyuhyun Oppa was admitted to hospital on 3th june 2010..
He was undergoing a surgery due to middle ear infection!!!
I'm so worry about his situation.. And no longer blame him from not coming to Singapore TOMMORROW!!!!!!! IT'S TOMMORROW!!! The day we have yearn for!!!!
Dont worry, i will update my post asap!!! YAY!!!!
But luckily, KYUHYUN OPPA's operation was successful!!! GOD BLESS HIM!!!!!~~~
We'r so looking forward to tmr's activities.. It all started at 6 in the morning..
You may think we insane one!! Hahahaha...
Anyway, I shouldn't have blame him for not coming!!! He must have some reasons for leaving the group and stay in S.Korea!!

-규현, 내가 미안해!!!!!!!!!

잘 빨리 나가!!! 몸 조심하세요, 조규현 !!

사랑해요 !!!!

MY GOD!! MY DREAM IS RUINED!!

2010-05-29T08:30:00.000-07:00

OMG! KYUHYUN IS NOT COMING TO SINGAPORE WHILE OTHERS IS!!!

난 너무 피곤하고 할 때, 당신이 온 적이 알고 당혹 스럽!
그냥 언제 당신이 오는 거죠?

I'm truly and badly hurt by this... )=

Why is god always smashing my dreams?! Can kyuhyun oppa just come for that particular day?

I'm so heart-broken when i first received this news... )=

Can someone just tell mi this is just a typo?!

But the photo as printed in the news tells mi that it's a fact!!

I'm entirely exhuasted and moody after this... So, am i suppose to look forward to that day?!

It's bearly a YES to mi. )'=

My anticipation is no longer there... Just let mi get through this as fast as possible!!~~~

난 당신의 도착에 대한 꿈 ... 정말 꿈이 지금입니다!

SUJU IS FINALLY HERE!!

2010-05-24T04:12:00.000-07:00

SUPER JUNIOR IS FINALLY ARRIVING IN SINGAPORE!!!~~~~
Finally, they notices this small little red dot with tonnes of fans waiting for them..
However, there will only be a limited amount of tickets being given and you need to purchase a phone to get a pair of them.
Isn't it unfair?! Fans will be disappointed after receiving such news because i myself felt really heart-broken when i first saw this neither cool nor fabulous news.
People are finding alternate ways just to take a look at them!! What will be the situation that day?!
Everyone wish to know!! Haix.....
Why is it so pathetic?! Why can't they just spend more time here and travel around Singapore for a week?! *Stop dreaming!!
I really hope that they can come again and at that time, please for God sake, open a PUBLIC concert in Singapore!!! God bless us!! Please... Pray hard that they will come alright?!
ELFs, Let's do everything to their sake and ours too!!! Hwaiting!!

슈퍼 주니어, 싱가포르에 오신 것을 환영!

Is this coming to an end?!

2010-05-18T03:14:00.000-07:00

MEANINGLESS~~~~
This is the word that i can find in my dictionary recently.
Why is that going to be always me involving?!
No one will ever understand how i'm feeling right now.
I wear my mask to school everyday and let it go when i reach home, feeling exhausted.
That is why i always took a nap straight after i went home.
I'm so tired to even think about anything and went straight to my bed.
I need to stay strong when i went to school, and force myself to smile no matter what.
I try to shut myself off by watching many videos (by SJ's), but the conversation outside my room is still going on.
But what can i do?!!! I knew something unpleasant happened, and i know this is the reality.
I cannot help but to face it directly.
But can this just come to an end?! I'm sorry, it has not even started!!!
We still have a long way to go..........

BONAMANA!!~~~

2010-05-15T04:06:00.000-07:00

BONAMANA!! =D
BELIEVE TO TOP THE MUSIC RANK ONCE AGAIN!! *^o^*

슈퍼 주니어, 모든 최고!
미인아(Bonamana) ,
믿으 다시 한번 음악 순위를 맨 위로!!

이 노래는 그 말을 반복 계속 좋은, 그리고 고도로 다른 사람에게 추천!

*예측가 도착 싱가포르! <3

메시지가 표시되지.

2010-04-10T00:51:00.000-07:00

내가 뭔가를 얘기하고자합니다. 난 당신에게 모든 사랑을, 아버지, 어머니와 형제! 내가 당신을 필요할 때마다 당신은 모든 언제나 내 곁에있다. 비록 당신이 모든 미, 때로는 싫어하지만 결국, 내 자신을위한 것입니다. 밖에서 사람들이 모두 나쁘게하고 엄중 나를 치료하고 있습니다. 제가 예전부터 괴롭혀 그리고 내 공부에 집중하고 지금은 아니라고. 난 더 이상 분위기를 공부했습니다. 하지만 당신을 위해서, 나는 내가 공부를해야 살아남을 것이다! 제가 매우 최고의 미래에 성공적인 사람이 될해야합니다. 가족은, 계속해서 격려와 나는 마지막 검사를 졸업할 때까지 지원합니다. 난 내 불쌍한 영어 때문에 실패할 수 있습니다 무서워요. 제발 도와 마일! 하지만 무슨 일이있어 결국에는 내가 아직 내 가족을 소중히. 당신은 최고! 널 아주 많이 사랑 해요! 알려주 함께 너무 행복한 순간을 공유 주셔서 감사합니다. 이것은 가족이라고합니다. 난 정말이 밖으로,하지만 너무 부끄러워 그걸 어쩌라고 말할 수 있도록 노력하겠습니다. 난 널 사랑해!!

They signed, we leave.

2010-04-10T00:21:00.000-07:00

FINALLY, They signed and we leave!!
I am actually kind of reluctant to leave.
But we have only this option to choose.
I just hate to let them have it. It is not the selfishness that matters, but in stead is their attitude and the way of conversation they have with my family.
So what if you have tonnes of money to spend?? So what if you dislike everything??
It's no longer ours, so you can do whatever with it.
Specially to 'someone': I knew what you did at the particular night. The night when you called my dad and i overheard everything. How i wish i can have fallen asleep at that moment, but in the end, i am left awake when everything ends. You sinister bastard!!!!! What did you say to my dad that hung the phone with outrage in the end?'
@#^*^*)()@@$^)()(^%$#@*
Anyway, everything is finialised and i have nothing to say.
Maybe it is good for their arrival and our farewell. Maybe we will live in a better life in the future. Things is happening too fast and i don't have the time to come into conscious when the next thing came by.
What the hell?!
But something pleasant happened. I finally found the real me and my family.
Hahahaa... gladful!!!
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I'm actually feeling alright now. With the support of my family and friends, i will overcome all obstacles. If you think i'm strong, my parents and brother are much more stronger then me. They are so strong that i sometime feel so intolerant and abashed to cry in front of them. I just don't deserve to shed any tears at this situation, because they are feeling thousand and million times worst then me. Anyway, i am really alright. Need not worry about me and i'm still me!! Yay!!!!! (=
난 당신이, 가족을 사랑한다!!

The result is out TODAY!!!

2010-03-01T02:31:00.000-08:00

MY BLOG IS ROTTEN!!
But it doesnt matter. As long as i do my recently updates, it will be fine afterall.
THE RESULT IS OUT TODAY!!!!!
I go only two ways to go; 1.Too keep holding. 2.Give up and face the fact.
What should i do??
There must be a higher percentage in my latter.
This is the only way to lead better life in the future. I can accept it without speaking up my view.
Its terrible to face this.....
ANYWAY, The result will be out sooner or later.
I can only accept. XOXO.
Better life in the future!!!!! Smile through everything okay??
Promise not to shed any tears alright??!! Remember that it will be great after this huge change.
I will not forget anything, and i will still treasure it. (if i can.)
So let's start everything again if the result is out as what i'm expected.
Jiayou MYSELF!!!
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-Kyuhyun love forever-
PS. When are you coming to Singapore?? I'm looking forward to it. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OPPA!!!

2010-02-03T05:42:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KYUHYUN!!!!
SAENGIL CHUKHAMNIDA!!! XOXO.
Promise us to be happy and smile till the end.
All the best in the future... Saranghae.
Tang si neun cheago imnida!!! <3
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I couldn't do much but to post this on my blog.
It's just a simple well-wishing and really hope tat they're as one.
Please continue to strive in the future, SUJU. =D

BRAND NEW YEAR!!! *a little too late.

2010-01-17T04:23:00.000-08:00

WOW.. My blog is rotten!! I'm just so bored right now and come to post something..
Let's just keep it concise and simple!!
ITS A BRAND NEW YEAR!!! ~A little bit too late to say.
And of course saehae bonmani bakyuseoyo!!
Nowadays im so crazy over Korea, KPop, SUPER JUNIOR, Kimchi, YOUTUBE, KYU'S FANPAGE...etc.
As you can see, it is actually ensemble all in one.
WooHoo.. (=
*Im really here to waste my time.. And this post is just a simple one to emphasized...
Saranghae KYUHYUN!! Tang si neun cheago imnida!! <3
Lame hor lame hor.. HEHA.. hahaha..

STILL.. U GUYS DON'T UNDERSTAND!!

2009-12-26T06:24:00.000-08:00

HAIX.. STILL STILL STILL...
No one understand how i feel..

Out of expectation.

2009-12-22T05:22:00.000-08:00

MY RESULT ARE OUT.. 7.
I didn't expected tat i can get such a score..
But i don't wish to get the top in school..
*it might be insulting to ppl reading it or didn't score well, but i really need to wrote out my own feeling.
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To my loved ones:
Even i score well in school, u guys don't appreciate it.
Sentences like “你学校应该很栏吧？不然你这种成绩也可以当第一名啊!”
It truly hurt my feeling you nod??
So when the school announced tat i'm the top, my first feeling was shocked.
Seconds later, my feeling is down and just couldn't smile.
I knew it might happened. Mayb just passing is a better grade for mi you nod??
Pppl around mi can most likely feel tat i wasn't as happy as others.
I knew even i score well, they will just insulted mi in all ways.
Actually, i get very used to it. What can i do??
But, no matter what, i felt happy tat i finally make it to sec 5, getting top doesn't really matter.
I'm so glad tat almost everyone can be promoted next year.. So, see you guys next year!! =D
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Back to my 'problem'.
I really can't get over it so fast.
But there are things tat i realised recently.
I'M GOT TO FORGET EVERYTHING!!!
There are lots of things recorded in my phone. Things tat i hope it is memories of you.
Memos tat i wrote whenever i'm feeling down.
BUT.. I DONO WAT REALLY HAPPENED.
One morning, my phone go k-wired and when i restart my phone,
all the memos, smss..etc were all gone...
Maybe it is trying to tell mi to forget everything.
I have a hard time to choose whether forget u or wat, but i think i find the answer.
DID I??!
Anyway, after the day when i told you the answer..
I can double comfirm tat we are both different.. mayb im thinking too much..
but i think im right at this..
Okay, forget is abt it!!!!!
ALL THE BEST IN THE FUTURE!! ICEBLAST!

N LEVEL RESULTS!!!!

2009-12-17T00:59:00.000-08:00

OMG... Tmr is the day!!!
The day that we have been 'looking' forward too..
For ppl who pass, of course they can sing in joy, but for ppl who failed,
It's really hard to accept the reality..
Which will you choose den???
The answer is pretty obvious rite??
Who wish to fail and disappoint everyone??!!
Everyone hope to pass.. Are you now over pessimistic or optimistc???
Different ppl have different way of thinking..
But no matter wat we still need to face the reality..
And results WILL BE OUT TMR no matter wat....
So lets face the fact together alright??!!
No matter i pass or fail.. i will guarantee post my results out..
It's actually nothing le, 在大的打击我都有了。
Anyway.. ALL THE BEST!!! JIAYOUS...

I REALLY CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!!

2009-12-15T05:20:00.000-08:00

Scream myself out please Aw Xueli!!!!
Scream yourself out!!!! Go to e beach and throw every stone you saw..
Let the wind bring you out of ur world.. Let the sea water wash away everything..
Let everything goes by without you knowing.. There are things you don't wish to nod..
PLEASE STOP GIVING THE ANSWER. I'M NOT LOOKING FORWARD BCOS IT'S NOT THE ONE I'M WAITING FOR!!!
Scream out loud please.. I don't want to keep everything to myself..
I'm suffocating!!! Please.. please.. can someone help mi??!!
Can anyone really help mi???
Friends had been encouraging mi, but you are not mi, it's really hard to forget everything and return back to normal.. I nod i did something real wrong.. I should name myself as stupid.
I wish to cry everything out.. The sunrise is no longer lovely. I nod clearly tat i'm e one changing, not e sun. But everything i see right now is dull and colourless.. I walked towards the way i've been searching for a long time, but no matter wat, i couldn't.
There are really things i can't control..
I've been trying to cheer myself up, trying to make everyday a fruitful day, trying to be the way i am, BUT... I'M NOT HAPPY AT ALL...
The more i try to laugh, the more tears im running down..
The more hurtful my heart is.. I couldn't change much.
The only to blame is bcause of mi. It's really time to wake up Xueli.
Can someone just slap mi to wake mi up?? Can anyone please help mi??
Maybe sooner or later, i will go to beach and have a walk, since no one is helping mi up.
Maybe beach is really a place for mi to scream out loud...
FORGET.FORGET.FORGET.FORGET.FORGET.
I don't want to rmb, i want to return back to normal. The normal mi...
All the best. I nod i can't. Haix.

Wat's wrong??!

2009-12-06T05:17:00.000-08:00

There are thousands of words in my mind that i didn't nod how to express it out..
Is it really my fault that causes such predicament??
Or am i too possessive?! It doesn't really matters.
As long as i've knew that no matter wat, nothing can help..
I'm like this.. i'm born like this.. I can't change everything to the way i want.
Maybe someone is right... i couldn't.
It's hard to believe right now, i should be the one enjoying life.
But the fact is.. you couldn't change.
I'm so damn confused right now. I believe wat i saw, heard, think.
In conclusion, they sum up to believe in the word HEARTBROKEN.
There are two types of heartbroken.. The first one is normally related to your loved ones.
Next, is about the feeling towards something, yet not having it.
Both the sentence made up my HEARTBROKEN.
*I don think you are thinking the right one, friends.. it's not the one you are thinking about.
It's far more complicated.. Way beyond words description..
The feeling is terrible, is like aching deep in your heart.
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1) I nod im just....
Finally, i've the courage to face the fact that i'm dreaming..
It's time for mi to wake up. You are perfectly alright, the problem lies on mi.
I know it's hard for you to control such things, but i'm so damn angry when i saw it.
But wat can i do?? I'm nothing, and i know i've lose.
I should never step into the war u know?! It's pretty obvious that im trying to commit suicide once i started that war. But it's too late for things to go back.
I'm just bickering?? Or is it a truth?!
I can deduce that it is a truth.. It is VERY obvious alright.
Actually, i'm kind of use to it. So maybe it doesn't hurt much.
I'm so lucky to have a stone-like heart, it will resisted every strong feeling hitting against it.
But recently, i found cracks everywhere the outer shell of my heart..
CAUTIONS!!! Dangerous, please move aside to prevent it from toppling down!!
I'm giving it up. All the best in the future!!!
-Did you get my meaning>>>>>>
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2)I just want to help and get.....
It's MINE!!! But i need more. I need it so much den anyone.
But they just don't get my meaning. I've always being nice to you, but you just ignore or even scold mi for it. I just wanted to lessen the burden, to enjoy the type of life called FREEDOM IN GOLD. I know you will never fulfil my dreams, so i do hope to at least play a little.
Maybe i'm really too much.. You cannot take it, and started to voice up your own though.
It's completely different from mi. I do hope i can be like others, but it is impossible..
Someone once said: “天是很公平的，你不可能拥有全部好的，珍惜自己拥有的。”
Maybe it's right to say that, but i couldn't find the reasons on why am i so much different from people.
I do hope she know tt im truly hurt. This is the worst feeling i ever have.
I'm totally hurt by wat she said. I wish to speak back, but i'm too weak and i can't scream due to my flu, cold, sore throat..etc.
But i know she doesn't mean it, i will not blame her from such things.
I just hope that she can change a little and i will too.. Please.
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3)I'm feeling out..
I no longer believe those words they said. I know i'm being used in some ways..
I felt like an idiot. I help them wif many things, but they seems like they have all forgotten.
Especially.... I did hate you sometimes, you make mi wanted to.... nvm.
Have you ever though of it? Okay, maybe really im too over possessive.
But everyone agree wif mi. You called mi when you need mi, and just leave mi out when you don't. Fucker.
*Friends, i don think you guys should know who tt person is. I can only say is a SHE.
Anyway, i don want to talk more about her. She is such a..... ass-hole.
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There are more to go actually, but so lazy and tired to write it out..
Some are way beyond words, i don't even know how to show it out.
Afterall, HEARTBROKEN is the best word to decribe everything.
1) >>> I'm really heartbroken in a way of i couldn't help it. I think this time it's real.
2)>>> Truly heartbroken, but i know she still loves mi. Reflected.
3)>>> BITCH!!! (Best word to describe her)
I have never though that there are really many feeling, and how hard to express it out.
But i have gain something, I have really grown stronger then before.. Hahaha.. Good job!!
Signing off.... Bye bye booz.

I don't know what are you really thinking...

2009-11-25T23:31:00.000-08:00

This is SO FRUSTRAING!!
I really can't predict what you are really thinking.
I just want some hints to break such chain okay??!!
But need not say, i couldnt find any..
Maybe i'm just thinking too much.. maybe thr isnt anything..
I'm just thinking more den i normally do.. (this is e only reason i could find)
I'm so tired... Can i just give up?!! Can i stop thinking?!
我很想回到以前，当我们开心的时候。
Those memories are so real and true that i can't stop thinking..
Afterall, it's just memories, face the reality and it's just like a dream.
There are things i know but i couldn't tell..
It's pretty obvious sometimes.. I couldn't scream out loud, i can only bleed in my heart..
The worst part is i still need to smile and act cheerful in front of you!!!
Sometimes i do hope i can stop everything and end it asap..
How i hope i didn't nod the truth.. The truth is soooooooo.... nvm.
Please brainwash mi, and delete all those unnecessary memories.. )=
I no longer hope that my phone will rings... and ur name was shown on my screen..
永不消失的彩虹，会有那么一天，慢慢的不见。。真相就会大白。
All the best my friend!! ...

I got nothing much to post.

2009-11-09T23:05:00.000-08:00

SAYANG SAYANG WAYANG WAYANG!!!
It's so bored not having what i want. I'm so stuck at work, home and things...
But i'm not going to waste my off day.. I will play to the end.
Anyway, it's so bored to stay at home.. but i'm so exhausted that i couldn't even want to wake up this morning.. I'm sorry for not going out wif my friends. Hope you don't blame mi n i can guarantee i will place a day to u guys. But hor.... NVM!!
I LOVE MY BED!!! I LOVE MY BAO BAO 1, BAO BAO 2, BAO BAO 3, TWEETY 1, TWEETY 2, MY XIAO SQUARE, DA SQUARE, BED 1, BED 2, BLANKET 1 AND TURTLE 1.
That's all i have, n it's called my bed!! I don't have much space to sleep, they are all over my bed. But without them, i cannot sleep.. Some of them have been with mi for 16 years lei..
白痴吗？还是还没长大啊？！哎哟，扮可爱啊？
Hahas.. cannot meh?? Ayway, i really got nothing to do le la.. Want go continue act cute le..
See ya soon..
Bye bye bozzz. (=

4A1!! I love you!!

2009-10-26T06:37:00.000-07:00

4A1!!! I LOVE YOU!!
I nod im a little late to post up this..
On 23 Oct 2009.. It's a wonderful day wif friends playing and Bbqing..
It was very fun and exciting.. with almost everyone wet.
Overall it's very interesting fooling around wif so-called strict teachers and classmates.
This is my first time seeing everyone so rough..
In my first though, 4A1 is a class that is SO DIFFERENT from others..
4A1 is bored, bonding zero class.
But after that class gathering, it's not that boring and bonding zero class..
I really hope to have another class gathering again, and more water bombs, more happy memorises...
It may be the last year we are gathering and of course i will hope to remember every single moments we have spend together.
Lastly...
4A1! I APPRECIATE AND GLAD TO HAVE YOU AS A CLASS!!! (=
*Hope to have more fun memorises to go!!!

Its so great to be there!!

2009-10-17T07:59:00.000-07:00

Happy wedding cousin WENJIE and PEINING!!
I'm so glad that FINALLY you guys 'grown up'.(as wat elders said)
Anyway, its so sweet to see them like this.. (hao lian lei los!!)
But why must u mmake fun of mi?! WHY?
*Pictures is coming up soon. I hope.
And thanks ar, bcos of you, i got to do something for you as a present.
-CD.
Anyway, wishes had been writen on the card.. tell u a secret!!!
I nod whr they are going for honeymoon.
Make a guess.....
-Southeast Asia
-Wonderful place.
??????????????????
Ans: BALI!!!!
Bingo yaa??!! It's actually pretty obvious when you(Wenjie lao ge) told mi this.
Bali is a hot place for romantic honeymoon!! Have a nice day orh!
AND.......... *you nod i nod can le la.. everyone hope de!!!! Especially... parents.
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Anyway... back to my current mood..
Feeling quite okay now. Mayb bcos i get use to it le.
Tears are all dry and my eyes are tired.
My nose is pain and my pillows have a hard time to dry.
But...... I don wish to go on annymore.
Mayb now, beach is e only place i wish to go.
How about Bali?? (Chill.. juz kidding, i don wan to be gooseberry)
I just hope tt things get better!!
Got to go le. If i have time... i will post.
Bye bye boz.

Confused!!!!

2009-10-12T00:06:00.000-07:00

FINALLY, IT'S OVER!!! N LEVEL IS DONE!!
I couldn't predict will i still walk into e sch next year???
If yes, of course i'm happy wif my own achievement.
If not, My contacts will juz end.
Anyway it's not e time to think abt it. Paper are marked, result maybbe out right now.
There are more things i need to think other den these.
Things ppl can't even help. Need not say myself.
It's like a dream, n i hope i can wake upp as soon as possible.
I don't wish to stay down thr n I really hope this is not true.
But it's a reality. That's all. I couldn't help, neither can i solve it.
My N Level is over. So it's time i come to worry abt it.
This period is really tough for mi. E pressure in my studies, n of course this problem i'm facing.
I REALLY WISH IT'S A DREAM. PLS WAKE MI UP!! I DON'T WISH TO GO ON.
Mayb u dono wat i'm talkin abt. But i juz want to write it out to make myself feel a little better.
It's nothing to do wif my studies. It's worse den that.
Life changes when i first received the letter. It's all true and real. I'm not dreaming.
Some of my friends noe wat i'm talkin abt. Maybe it's hard to accept e reality.
Neither can i, BUT WAT CAN I DO?? JUMP DOWN?
I'm not that stupid. I will walk down n overcome all obstacles. (I BELIEVE I CAN)
I might not be e same as compared to last time. But i have really give up in things.
It's damn stupid to dream of things that i noe its impossible. Ppl can get it easily, but i can't.
I need to climb all e way up to achieve a tiny bit of it. Then, im back to bottom again.
*Tired n exhausted.
But i couldn't show it out. I don't wish to make it worse.
I really hope i can go back to e past, n nv want to choose this way of living.
BUT I NV IMAGINE IT WILL END LIKE THIS.
I tot we'r out of it after so many years of damn f***ing life.
And why is it always happening before my national exams?!
Four years ago, situation like this happened. For e rest of e three years, things become better.
AND NOW!!!!! IT'S BACK AGAIN. WHY CAN'T U LEAVE US ALONE??
It make mi laugh n cry. (more cry den laugh la)
It make everyone into big trouble, n juz leave without a word.
And now, ppl are coming for you. We need to bear all e consequences.
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I really hope i can wake up and things changes.
Can someone tell mi this is not true??
Jux tell mi it's a joke and SUPRISES- It's over!!!
Can i nv want to accept e reality??
Can i choose? It's damn unfair to my family n mi.
It's really unfair!!!!
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Well, i still have to go on. I'm not upset n i believe i can do it!! Jiayou!!
*evil- hello, you are not tt good okay??
*angel- cut it off evil!! I believe she can!!
*evil- LOL, wait and see. She will not be that tough.
*angel- shut your mouth!! You will nv noe how brave she is.
*evil- as if you noe how brave she is.
*angel- So?? I believe she can. She nv fail to laugh n enjoy her day.
*evil- Mdm, u noe wat is act ma?? She can be broken inside but normal outside ma.
*angel- At least she make her effort to enjoyy her own life!! You just shut up la.. She will win afterall.
*evil- O_o!!!
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So which should i listen to??
NVM...
At least i manage to tell jokes, mean i still happy. At least everyone dono im sad actually.
Act until very good right?? Can get prize le.. hahahs..
Got to go le. First time write so much!!
__ Happy Going Girl!! __

MY second 'health check'.

2009-09-22T05:37:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK!!!
Finally, my computer is workin good. (available for today only, cos my bro is right next to mi)
My com will tend to behave good whenever my bro is around.
In other words, i'm bullied!!!!! (by computer.) - believe it or not.
Well... Im getting ready for that particular day to come..
The day we have been lookin forward to.
A day with lots of memories, playing like we used to be when we were still a kid.
MAKE SURE EVERYONE WON'T LAUGH WHEN I TELL WHAT IS IT. OKAY??
Promise?! -Swear to god hor.
E.g. *I,^name, swear to god that if i laugh at what Xueli post recently, will xxxxxxxxx...
Pls continue. -something appropriate.
Back to what i'm saying, the day is..........

MOONCAKE/ LANTERN FESTIVAL!!

O_xO_xO_x

Isn't it great????!!! -mayb not.

But....... iit's right before N Level!!!! - bbrangz... heart-broken.

Wawawawah... )=

Don't care much le la, play first!!!

Materials: mooncakes, lantern, candles, fire, water(prevent clothes catch fire), camera...etc.

Entertainment:Myself of course, all my childish, haven grow up de BFFs. (include....)

I'm so looking forward to that day!! (=

Wanna join in e fun?! -doubt i don think so.

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Got to go le orh,

Byebyebo.

o_X

FINALLY!!!! I'm home...

2009-09-14T05:47:00.000-07:00

Finally, i'm back home~~!
My computer is FINALLY working!!!!! (PLS DON PLAY WIF MI)
Its 2 months before i've visit this.. It doesnt change much.. I'm trying my best to save!!
At least i see hope now..
But i'm still findin out why i can't upload my photos??
无药可救！
"I WILL SAVE YOU!!"
Okay.. i saw something pink flying around!!
母猪会飞了咯！！！
But i believe. o_x
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Finally, i'm done wif my ADVANCE PAPER!!(Something i hate among all)
Yay, it's time to play!!! ~~ Evil: Ermmm, not so fast dear pal!!
Right... I still have ++++ paper.
(Why can't i dream a little???!)
为什么要这样对我？！
Nevermind!!! FINE..... O_x
Put aeroplane!!! ~ 放飞机！
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WELL... I've at least post something!!!
I will return for further medical check-up,
~ See ya. Byeszz. ~

My Advance Birthday Celebration(part two)

2009-07-18T05:26:00.000-07:00

*Sorry for such a long delay on e updated.
I've have fun celebratin wif my long-time-no-see friends, and also those-i-didnt-know friends.
I noe them thru my friends, n this is my first time knowin them.. ??Isnt it strange celebrating wif ppl i nv see before?
Well, thank you guys for those 'envy' fun!!!! I doubt u guys noe wat i'm talkin..
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(part three)
-E celebration together wif JN, ML, SS.
It's my fault for makin a long journey to our destination.. Parkway Parade.
We've great 'adult-like' fun!!
Sittin down in small group, small tables n chairs.. coloring e art piece we chosed.
Hello, sweet 16 u noe.. i assure we are still living in our fairy land. o_x
Taken lots of pic...... And overall.. Thank you guys n GFFs. for those meaningful n crazy present.
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(part four)
-Family celebration!!
Prohibited from saying... hahaz.. o__O

My Advance Birthday Celebration!! (Part 1)

2009-07-04T06:01:00.000-07:00

Within days, im turning 16!!
Meanwhile, i have my N level EL Oral on e exact day!
Today was indeed fun, n again, I've been cheated by JY N QE.
They lead me to QE hse, n i got really surprised by wat they have done!
Extraordinary Noodle wif 2 and a half hard-boiled egg, plus veg. n mushrooms.
I almos stuff myself up wif it.
After that, we went Orchard for some shopping. N STRANGE THINGS HAPPENS!!
We are on our way to comtinue our next event, when someone appoarched us n gave us a namecard: 'i Models Holdings Pte Ltd.'
Isnt this strange?! They asked for our phone no. n furthher updates will be called to us.
o________olll
We didnt bother abt it n carried on.
We decided to go Kallang Leisure Plaza for Kbox!!
Actually we've taken many photos.. but i dono y my blog juz happened to have some errors with photos... Tis is ridiculous!!
We sang like hell, n we ate alot. This is my first time singing infront of my friends(those from my sch. no included outside sch n families.)
And u know wat? QE N JY gave mi a beautiful card!!!! I love it much! Tks GFs..
We have much fun today!! E only regretted thing is not postin up those photos we taken.
Haiz..... But i appreciated it alot!! Thank you very much Frienz... =D

.HU SUL LYOUR.

4A1 class outing!

2009-06-18T06:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's class outing was fun!!

Especially when we watched 'Drag Me To Hell'.

The show is interested, altout it's a little disgusting.

But i manage to finish all my chips!! N Half bottle of our green tea.

Aftr the lunch, we became 'the mussle ppl'..

If only we can hav more bonding, den i'm sure everything is perfect!!

Do u know?? After i watched e movie, i found out that i can sleep well at night!!

I don't no why. x_o

Our outing ends quite early, n bopian.. let's go back home..

Well, I enjoy e day and have lots of 'surprise' fun!!

When u flip open something, someone burst out!!! Hhaahs.. horror movie is always like tt..

Its like a trend or???!! Chao.. o_olll

One day out!

2009-06-15T03:00:00.000-07:00

Yoohoo.. My alarm clock rang...

It's 7.00am. A wake up call arrived!!

Let's get movin' and here we go.

Got up and get myself 'wash'..etc.

910am, we met.

But before that, i've a difficult time wif my mum..

She don't want mi to go out of e hse.. due to e dressin i wore.

However, after her rescure, e additional of something, something i can feel but u cannot see.

Yay.. get goin..

We take abt 45mins to reach e place we want, nn u know wat?!

It's still early. Shops n restaurants are not yet open. (some)

So we went in to a place called; Central Cafe.

The food thr served in really small portion.. N JY.. is defintely findin more.

So we went out, n look for food!!!!

Nice food... Pancakes(I paid for tt), Auntie Anne(hey, jy. Tt's ur mum), Tarol Cards(ML, such a 'nice one')

Full filled stomach gives us crazy ideas to shop continuosly for 6 hrs..

.......

It's tiring, but we'd lots of fun.

Ppl includin JY,ML,JN. (=

TEST!

2009-06-12T00:09:00.000-07:00

i'm tagged by MEILING to do this quiz. (=

Although i'm a bit late.

1.Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?

-cheeks

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?

-SIAN LA.

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?

-Zhi Hao.

4. Would you consider yourself be spoilt?

-Maybe.

5. Would you ever donate blood?

-Pain?! If not, I don't mind.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

-Counted?!

7. Do you want someone dead?

-NO.

8. What does you last text message say?

-Great Singapore Sale.

9. What are you thinking of right now?

-Finish this test.

10. Do you wish someone was with you right now?

-Not comfirm.

11. What time did you go sleep last night?

-2.00am.

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you're wearing now?

-AMK Hub.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?

-No.

14. 10 people tagged to do this quiz :

1)JINGYI

2)QIEN

3)MEIRUI

4)WENYAN

5) JOEY

6)ALEX

7)WEECHANG

8)WEIMING

9)DICK

10)YANLING

( its perfectly alright if those mentioned above don't wanna do the quiz )

15. Who is 2 having relationship with?

-Shh.. its a secret.

16. Is 3 a male or female?

-Female.

17. If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?

-Erm.. they don't no each other.

18. What is 1 studying about?

-Totally different from mi.

19. Is 4 single?

-Not sure.

20. Say something about 2 ?

- Good in Chinese. (HMT)

21. What you think about 3 and 6 being together?

- They too.. don't no each other.

22. Describe 9.

-One of e cute friend in SIAO CLUB.

23. What'll you do if 6 and 7 fight?

-I think they wouldn't fight.

24. Do you like 8?

-Yeah.He is my great friend. Agree ya, Buddy?!

'O' Level Chinese!!

2009-06-01T06:24:00.000-07:00

YAYAY!!!! Its finally over!!

This major exams is stressful, i don even know what exactly i'm writing abt..

Of course expectation for tis exam will definitely get lower(no, should say very low)..

Right from e morning, my confidence have took a deep dive,

not to mention i'm e first one of e cohor, i didn't know is tis such a good or bad one.

Once i stepped into e hall, bad feeling came by, funny how things happen when u expected it least.

Invigilator A: "Time starts now!!"

E moment i flip my paper, i can see ????? all above my head!

WTH... Its totally not my day, n its different from what i've been revising..

SSiao lei los, i feel like askin:' can someone just tell mi what this is?'

For both e paper is totally a disaster.

Like what i said, siao lei los, plus e additional of sian diao mood..

3.5 hrs just pass by my side, not knowin wat i'm doing.

All tis revisions, hardwork just go down e drain. AND WHAT CAN I DO??

Worst is when e exams is over, ppl around mi seem happy wif their performance.

Am i e only one feelin like this? Or is it i'm thinking too much?

How i hope tis is just a dream, n i wake up!!!! (wow, first time wan wake up lei)

What's more tt our invigilators isn't very happy wif us!!!!

Bcos.......

Such a 'good' impression... (Applause to us pls)..

Silver.

2009-05-16T00:16:00.000-07:00

SILVER

Our Best Achievement Orchestra!!

I will miss you!! My Dear.

Rmb that moment of joy, i will nv forget!

Tks for everything u junior done.

We will nv step in that room again.

But luckily, we join e club of senior citizens.

Im so looking forward for any event coming soon. (=

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Exams is finally over. (MYE)

I've broken my own record, studying non-stop for 6hrs,

giving up my time of watching Tv, net surfing, going out wif friends.

(erm.. actually not tt true la, for e goin out wif friends.)

I can finally have a chance to tuch my keyboard.

Wat a relief. (=

SYF Roxs..

2009-04-19T05:52:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is SYF!!!

I dono how to decribe my feeling out, its neither happy nor sad u Know?
Our 4 yrs friendship wif Orchestra, havin fun wif our instructor, LIM KIONG PIN, spending time together wif friends...etc.
Everything have to be force to stand down. We are like one big family, enjoyin twice a week playing in that cozy room.
The last thing we have to do is to do our best 2moro.
After all, e feeling is ghastly.. Ever since we first met...
Its unspeakable n reluctant to leave that room.
HOWEVER.... Think of the bright side, 2moro no matter wat, we will strike for it!!!
Hide our sadness till e end, and cry it out loud after that.

Jia you GREENDALE ORCHESTRA.

*Look forward to my next post, im sure going to post our achievement up!! (=

Good Friday!!

2009-04-12T01:44:00.000-07:00

Hohoho.. ever since i post something on blog!!
Its finally over, for Common Test Three(ONLY)..
This also tells mi that Mid-yr exams is coming right round e corner. Wawaaa..
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Lets talk abt Good Friday!!
Friends of mine 'celebrated' together, n really is just celebrating.
Went to Vivo, Suntec, Habour(aka BT), Tampines 1...etc.
Saw many ppl, but just don't bother to say Hi.
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SYF is coming!!
Praying day and night to achieve something 'GOLD', hopefully!
'SOMEONE' promised mi that if we Orchestra can get Gold this up-coming SYF,
'someone' will treat mi something(of course something ex.) o.o
No matter wat, i'm sure that:

"Success did not go to you, you go for it!!"

I hope so.

Specially To that 'SOMEONE' :

Don ever look down on us, we may be Silver, but right inside our heart, its Pure GOLD.

aywy, Pray hard to SA, Orchestra can get GOLD, if not, I'm sure to madi infront of 'someone'.

Statement in advance: 'someone' is not suppose to hurt or murder mi no matter wat.

Insultin is also prohibited. Verbal languages might be allowed. So do 'under arrest'.

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*Im just wasting your precious time. Malu!! =D

My busy day!!

2009-03-22T00:56:00.000-07:00

Yoohoo.. Yesterday was definitely fun and interesting.

Woke up early in e morning and meet Orchestra at around 645am.

We then prepare our used items, and here we go!!!!!!!

RAFFLES INSITUITION!!!!!!

We reached there at abt 8am, and u no wat?? We'r e earliest. (not including RI)

So we waited, while looking at them tuning.

At abt 845am, schools were all there gathering as one.

School includes RI, Anglican High, Victoria School, Swiss Cottage Sec, CHIJ Katong Convent, Mayflower Sec.

Their performance were indeed nice. Especially....

I don't manage to take any photos due to e strictly prohibited of photo-taking and videoing,

as u no, it's an exchange programme for e up-coming SYF.

Afterall, we've have much fun!!!

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The bus alighted us at our school, and we are all ready for e interaction times for our very own Orchestra.

Have lunch together while conducting our Ex-co members election.

Activities games were fun!! Team spirit among us were getting more bond.

For ur info, if i'm not wrong, its 430pm.

We are all exhausted..... but we still need to......

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GO FOR A CONCERT!!!!!!

We managed to rush home and got changed into our home clothes.

Back to school again, at around 645pm and assemble, getting ready.

Within mins, we were all entering the concert hall, which mainly cost abt $30..

Wait, for us, after discount!!! Don be that shock pls..

Here are some photos Jy taken.

That's Mr Lin side-back view. My perfect conductor!!!! I dono y JY told this for??? Mayb bcos she wan to take down wat brand Mr Lin is carrying. Sott!!

Ok, here is another strange photo JY took. She is the shutter, den let this staircase be her scene.

Drum, and mi running for life!!!

Actually, phototaking is strictly prohibited.

Well, yesterday was really a busy day for mi, more worse sleeping late e past yesterday night.

But it's all worth it!! Especially A TRIP TO LHASA!!!! =D

This is boring!!

2009-03-17T03:38:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAYS!!!!! NONONO...
Doesn't make any different, indeed very boring.
BUT, at least this week is wake-up-sleep life.
Yup.. sometimes its better to have such life, stuffin myself in my bed,
being e world ladygaga. (yoohoo!!)
BUTBUBUT, i got onli three days to slack.
As for e rest, i need to attend practices, outings, exchange programmes, interaction times,
match-makings, gossiping, teaching, training...etc.
ITS NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!! I need more..
Excluding all e homeworks. PANG!!!
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Newspaper article:
Found Panda around Punggol area.
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-hello, that's mi there eating bamboo.. Exhuasted.
Any treatment for my black eyes???!!
Well, Cat transform to Panda. Upgraded!!!!
SIAO.. I'M JUST BORED.
Sorry for wasting ur precious time.
No boxing n hurting is allowed. (Forgive) (=
SOT LEI LOS!!!! =D

Jogathon and reminder.

2009-03-14T05:23:00.000-07:00

GREENDALE SECONDARY SCHOOL JOGATHON 2009!

13 March 2009.

It was fun, running with the whole school at Punggol Park.

The route is tough, nvm imagine Punggol Park that big.

At e beginning, feling relaxing, but later on my stomach start making mi unwell..

So i got to stop and walk. Meanwhile ppl overtaking..

Bo bian, got to rest in order to run far later..

............. (not to mention)

Finally, saw e finishin line and cheong ar..

Kick boxing, prize presentation and go home..

Very tiring and exhausted..

Before that, i apologise for tt attitude. Sometimes i really cannot control my anger.

I can see that almost the whole class knew that something is wrong wif mi,

especially the girls. My face very black. Hahas... don talk abt it AGAIN.

TO MY DEAR 4A1:

Kindly note that we are having an non-residential camp on e 23 &23 Mar(mon-tue)

from 7.30am to 6pm.

Things to bring:

Writing materials
Book for reading
Pocket money for recess & lunch. *Attendance is compulsory.

Rain rain go away!!

2009-03-09T03:29:00.000-07:00

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY!!!

This is so irritated! Someone have been 'singing' for such long time..

and the rain is still falling like *&%^#%^..

CAN U JUST STOP IT- DOTS!!!

Today was definitely Bored to death.. since morning till 5, it have been raining.

Nv bring umbrella, so bobian.. wait in school, wishing to stop..

Bing, bang bong... time passed, and its 4.30pm..

Still raining like siao.. WAN DIE LE LA!!!

Bo chap, just cheong home.

SS is reallyyyyy... if i can, i chose to murder her..

she was e one telling us(mi n ml) e rain is NOT going to stop,

but den... It's just so small that i can reach home without getting wet..

WTF!!! (cool down girl!!!)

Last but not least, BE HAPPY, NO WORRY!!! (=

Day out wif friends.

2009-03-07T06:25:00.000-08:00

Hiie, This is Crazy Cat reporting from her very own hse.

Today was flabbergasted outing wif QE, ML, JY.

Meet at Meridian Lrt early in e morning, reaching PS n have lunch wif them.

Our main purpose is to buy things for......

den lottering around annd reach Bugis.

Play play eat eat siao siao..

n Aa.......

I saw Dzhuri... Say hi, n go...

walk from bugis to central, such a long journey, but meanwhile taken some photo..

Wat is JY doing behind mi?

Pork? Any link regardless of bicycles?

Reach Central and shop.. found STICKY.

Den gone crazy and bought some candies home..

Passionfruit, Apple and blackcurrent flavours.

My evil twin sister. She is copying my dressing. Diao.

Tts wat we've done today, end soon.. bye!!

Blog is so trouble.

2009-02-28T05:59:00.000-08:00

Blog is so troublesome!!! I've been changing my skin for mani times.

The photobucket thing is all over my blog!! Wawawa.. )=

This is so frustrated. But nvm.. (cool down cool down)

Be happy. diao. (=

*This post is for fun. sorry for wasting ur 3 mins time.

Boxing n hurting is not acceptable. (=

Bye!!

Happy moments!!

2009-02-07T07:38:00.000-08:00

Part II: We were on our way to e dull school hall, meanwhile having some fun wif Mr Chan

and Miss Mandy. Questionin on "How's My Daughters?"

We r energetic and began foolin around.
Ltr.. went we were all sitting in rows of two, and...

M 'slap' mi.. wan cry le la.. )=

I'm totally innocent. Xiao Ming coincidence sat beside mi.

And found tt his sitting position funny, instantly tell him and

for dono wat reason, we all laughed bcos of e phrase:" I not wearing skirt wat?"

Pai Seh. M. hahas. Jux kidding.

Wif e humorous laughter, here comes Elson n Jeffrey..

Wif e irritating conversation abt passin e massage..

:"Colin! Who u passing to? We very confused sia."

Its a long story and im exhausted to post it on blog.

................(Principal talk)
Before tt, we almost have an *^&%%&% fighting wif tt group of 'FRIENDS' of mine.

Irritating Freak. !(I apologise for such)..

Flabbergasted??!!

Alex-chairmann.. So surprising tt he bring something unbelievable!!!

Everything finally ends, n here we go playing wif Mr Chan, Mdm Lee n Miss Mandy.

I know they'll soon slap mi.. “顽皮的雪丽，我会记得你的。”

Imagine teachers telling u this, may i no wat's tt meaning?

Went CP go eat Subway.. Eat Fresh!! Hahas.. its about tt..

4A1 totally rocks!!!!

This is my day!!

2009-02-05T23:43:00.000-08:00

Im currently waiting for time to pass by me. Its late afternoon now and we are asked to go back school for a principal talk about 'N' Level examinations.

Tday is not a very good day EITHER! It's my first time having CL remedial with

the Express stream students. I should said that e stress over my head is

turning around like hell. You got a sense of pressure and needed lots of courage to

stepped towards the class. Every single person were feeling like this.

Finally, with e courage to 'siam' Mr Lobster, we finally stepped in. *clap**..

Mdm Lee then recapped on 私函.

For the time being, we were all getting boring.

Anyway, I'm wondering how inquistive Mr M&M is later at the talk.

Should be quite long and tough, boring and meaningless.

I'm relief that my parents isn't following later. Heng AR!

没有你，我也会很开心。只是会不比以前开心。

Common test is finally over.

2009-02-05T01:58:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOD. MY GOD. MY GOD... This is e most caustic week i've ever know.

Common test is finally OVER!!

Hooray! Tired n stress over wif hw, syf, n even remedial.

This is not a good year, i should say.

Monday was an interesting day for us. We went to S.C.H. for our syf practice.

We reach thr at abt 145pm. preparing to get in e hall for an overall try.

Time passed realy fast and by e time of 3pm.. we were all outside waiting for e bus to arrive.

For dono wat reason.. our plucked string bus just cannot manage to reach thr.

meanwhile e others have eventually on e way back sch.

Our 'loyalties' den began saying e 'YELLOW' part of male n female.

Crystal, Yvon, Jassica, Myself, Meiling.. were discussing abt e 'finger n nose hole'..

when we come to plot of e highest pt.. We saw MSHS students walking pass us..

den...... *laugh!!!! Dono y.

we continue tis for abt 2 days n we couldnt stop talkin abt it.. stupid!!

aywy. common test is finally over. must distress!! hahas.

Btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY 'CHRISTOPHER' TAN!! =D

happy birthday sze yan!!

2009-01-12T04:46:00.000-08:00

10 Jan 2009!!

Yoohoo.. Its Sze Yan's birthday!!

Went to her house n PARTY!!

We reached there at abt 7pm n quite alot of ppl thr..

Wish her happy birthday n give her e white bag we bought for her..

Quite hungry, so go have some 'snacks'..

chicken, sandwhiches, noodle, rice, curry, RED eggs, spring roll..etc.

erm.. i did know that its not just snacks.. but in fact a feast!!

Played e speaking word game.. quite a nice one..

N here comes e birthday cake that doesnt suit our birthday girl..

Too girlish for sze yan.. hahas..

Celine n mi!! (=

Nice cake.. very creamy.. muachahahs..

Our Birthday Girl! Sze Yan!!

OKay.. u may ignore this photo..

Erm.. e clock got problem.. its actually 9pm at night..

but i dono y.. it appears 1.40pm.. Hhaas..

Cannot stopp looking at e piece of cake.. very creamy.. love it much.. lolz

WELL.. When e cake is creamy.. n we left quite a lot.. n here we goes..

'CREAMY FACE PAINTING'

After e artistic piece of work.. feeling quite bored..

So decided play mahjong.. won two times.. loss 8 times..

diao!!!! Such a bad player.. i will practice de alright>>

I think its abt that.. enjoy alot tt day!!

U guys roxz.. hehehes.. (=

Fun day!!

2009-01-09T04:57:00.000-08:00

Yay!! Its finally friday!! Looking for it very much!!

Going JN hse.. Freedom bcos her mum not in.. muahahaha.. (=
Very nice eating instant noodles while we make us crazy over things..

We are friends. ALways!!

She is my girl!! Dilia ohio!!

N don anyhow say Daddy.. Tks ar..

I guess friends.. u no who im talkin abt..

E one she point.. Diao.. hahas..

We play alot.. goin ppl profile USING MY ACCOUNT!!

Omg.. Im finished!!

Well.. Time pass so fast.. everything gone dubious..

I cant even rmb how e 'radiation' come!! Hahas..

So e que u asked.. I really cannot ans u.. ROFL!!

OKay.. back to real life.. REALLY STRESSING over homework..

POA, English, Chemistry, Physics n of course CHINESE!!!!(many more.. lazy to write)

But im sure we can do it.. without any road blocker.. hahas..

Hahas.. 4A1 is such a cute class.. Especially today..

Geoffrey asked: “雪丽，多少钱？”

Make a guess.. wat he's talking abt..

When i reply: “$3.60。”

Wat r u thinking>>>>>

HHAHAHHAHAHAS..actually.. he is paying up his money for our school handbook..

Don think so much ok?! But of course.. we laughed at our foolish joke..

Ppl beside us also think negatively.. so they also laugh..

causing a huge laughter there.. Teacher lucky nv scold..

aywy.. this class will be much more interesting den last yr..

although e ppl r e same.. hahas.. Bye!! (=

Attack by baby n friends!!

2009-01-08T03:14:00.000-08:00

Today... e fifth day in sch... i should say quite boring(erm..tks to my poa teacher)..

I dono wat she's talking abt.. wan dan le..

But other den tt.. everything' s quite good..

Starting from yesterday...........

Teacher conduct ANOTHER round of checking..(girls this time)..

hehex... get caught AGAIN.. this time is my earing. (terrible)..

Tuesday.. hair n skirt..(i dono wat else to catch)..

den e scolding n nagging come.. all sorts of language, signal..etc.

diaodiao*..

Back to class.. feeling tired.. so take some sweet out..

N suddenly whole group of guys walk towards my desk..

n e nxt moment.. my sweet GONE!!! ahhhhhhhz..

Thanks friends.. for helpin mi 'finish' e sweet..

Byebye candy sweet.. i will miss u.. u r eaten by my class boys..

go find them n kill.. hahas..

Overall.. its quite fun playin stupid in class.. especially when u asked them: 'wat's ur name?'

they will diao u.. n drama came! Acting stupid back.. Tks Derrick.

Okay back to today.. sch goes on.. remedial.. work work work/.

den went for lunch(or should say dinner)..

chatting on e way.. n here come e 'DEVIL'..

a baby girl(1yrs).. come running towards us.. n sit nxt to us..

joining our conversation.. lolz..

den.. dono y.. she 'attack' us.. n of course..

we run.. (actually.. she attack ss.. so e others only laugh like hell..)

I first time laugh until cry.. rofl..

This remind mi of yesterday.. when i laugh until my face turn red

during Orchestra Practice.. E one on 'how tall he is'.

Super malu one..

他多高？1E1了咯！！

I really cannot tahan tt.. its a super 63 conversation.. (=

I wan to cry le.. hahahahahahs.. bb

Edusave Presentation.

2009-01-03T23:03:00.000-08:00

EDUSAVE SCHOLARSHIP 2008 PRESENTATION CEREMONY!!

Its e one n onli award ceremony!!

1015AM, waiting for Ms Penny Low-Guest of Honour to arrive..

Meanwhile, take some photo to celebrate this best day.. For e past three yrs, we have been

taking all sorts of photos before e ceremony..

Its kind of collection actually.. from sec one to now.. hahas.. rofl.

Den here come my gangster mood mum.. (dono y she always gangster mood one.. no matter

how excited e ceremony is.. )

But later on, she was much more better.. Still can tell mi a VERY VERY lame joke..

Hahas... Cannot tahan how cute my mum is.. Dots. (=

Punggol North Citizens' Consultative Commitee! (CCC)

Erm.. did someone die?! Why all so emo?! Hahas....

Clappclappclapp**.. Tks.. Im greatful to have this prize.. Firstly, I wan to thanks my.... lol.. thought take 'Hong Xin Da Jiang' meh..

2moro.. Its e real start of school.. my work partner(aka chun howe) n myself got

to start work once we step in the class.. woahwaoh(*cry)..

But i think CH will do a good job without my super nagging.. *evil.. muahahaha..

Tomorrow will be a wonderful day!! I HOPE. (=

First day in school(2009)

2009-01-02T02:45:00.000-08:00

Wowow.. A very Happy New Year to everyone!! Hahas..

Today, its e first day goin to sch for 2009!...

Feeling excited n happy to see all my girlsfriendss n boysfriendss..

See many sec one standin there, n mermories flask back!!

As usual, National Anthem, National Pledge n School Pledge..

Introductions, n went for a Principal Brief.

But before tt, we have our constant uniform, hair, bag, fingernails checksss...

N of course without missin anything, Im caught!! My hair n skirt..

Clip, unfold.. n that's it..

Principal brief us on e events n all e rules.. meanwhile addin perssure to e sec 4..(included mi)..

Went back to class, votin for 4A1 class Ex-co.

N tks to my friendss.. my name is up on e board..

den ask to leave e class n conduct e voting..

In e end, alex, xh, chun howe n my name is up thr...

Tks ar.. my work partner is Chun Howe.. somemore..

its a tough job for both of us to do.. $$$..

But Chun Howe hair is really cute.. go check up..

Great job!! CH!!

Went for a talk abt Mastery for students... n i dono y, i was bein pick up by e man

conductin e program.. just to clap n laugh.. lolz..

Im still wonderin.. y he pick mi??? embarrass*

Its abt tt.. for e first day.. n im sure we r stressin out!!

Cambaten Guys!! (=

survey again..

2008-12-15T01:48:00.000-08:00

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do the quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continuting this game by sending it to other.

1. Do u have secrets?
-dots.. who don have??!

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/ girl younger than you ?
-depends!

3.How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
-more den a mth less den a yr.

4.What would you do with a billion dollars?
-good quetion! i've nv dream of that.

5. Will you choose a bookworm or a sleepy guy?
-a sleepy guy. cos i love sleepin too.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-Being loved by someone. diao!

7. How do you define love?
-L.O.V.E. u will define it when love comes.

8. If that person you secretly like is really attached, what would you do?
-All e best!

9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy ?
-Yup.

10.What make you sad ?
-Emotional change.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
-Someone.

12. Who is currently the must important people to you?
-MI.

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing to you in your life?
-F.a.m.i.l.y

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor ?
-neither.

15. What is your favourite colour?
-Pink, yellow!

16. Do you fall in love easily ?
-Depends.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has do?
-NOP.

18.What would you want to tell someone you like ?
-Booyah!

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
-Wat do u think?!

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
-Depends.

5 ppl who's going to do this survey.
1. Qien
2.Jing yi
3.meiling
4.meirui
5.serene

Founder of MERLION!!

2008-12-05T22:53:00.000-08:00

Booyah! On thurs, we, e three sot human being, went for a siao trekin. We meet each other at 1130am(act. can earlier, due jy.)

take MRT n reach Bugis-e constant place we always go. Went eatin, papa bread-strawberryy flavour. hahas. Quite hungry n decided to eat korea nian gao-spicy.jy nv eat cos she ate two huge bao alr. (super ger los). so ml n mi, went searchin for food! lolz.

yum yum.. we den walk to bugis street, wow.. first time so little ppl. very windy also.

of course we went for shoppin, all over e place.

suddenly, pingpangpong* rain!!! stupid sia..

aiyo.. sian lei.. we r planning to WALK all e way to suntec de.. den now i think....

stay at e place. hungry again.. so go buy prata sausage. lolz.

When up to lvl 2, n found tt e restaurant quite cool, den went in for a break. hahas.

eat again. we order ice blended mango n fries. Nice!!

Okay, to get u inform, jy n myself isnt feelin well. den we still eat all these so-called rubbish!

hack care! EAT!

raining, drank ice blended, sittin under an air-con. siao>>

feelin cold n colder.. freezin sia.. n dono y we keep laugin. for abt 15 mins non-stop.

all sot sot lei. too bad nv take e photo. haiz.

after tt, still rainin, but we don care n went to This Fashion!

2 storey This Fashion.. choose clothin while freezing to death!! here are some stupid photo we take!!

actually, we have more photo, butmy phone lan, cannot upload too much photo. bo pian.. find tt e rain is not gogin to stop, so we don care, walk in e rain, walk all e way to suntec city!! hahas.. siao le.. den very hungry again went to Food Republic n eat.. Korean Kimchi!! While ml ate e fried dumpling.. sure goin to sick again!! haaha..

nice!! yummy!! not tt spicy actually.. we still can take it.. but i dono whether u ppl can ma.. hahas.. ok.. chat n decide whr to go later.. our main part is Merlion!! So before we go thr, we shop around suntec. Den after a spicy break, its time for something sweet. ICE CREAM!!

HAH.. make a guess wat flavour is these?

ans::::(from left to right). Jingyi - strawberry yogurt(white).... Xueli - Cherry Marize(purple)...Meiling - Chocolatee(brown)... hahas.. isnt t cool?

went popular cos ml wan buy things, in e end i bought a packet of clay.. buy for fun!! can play at home ma.. hahas. ok.. walk all e way to explanade.. on e way still laughin for dono wat..

okay.. childish- holdin three spoon!! n we choose this three colour, bcos.. it represent something..

make a guess den?? not tellin u this.. top sercrets!! ok reach explanade!! or in fact under water world.. hahas..

hahas.. lame rite?? we r tt lame act. ... bored to death again.. n walk to our MERLION!!

THE FOUNDER OF MERLION!! Sir Meiling, Sir Xueli, Sir Jingyi!! sot lei again!! can see e three sir? very dark i no.. bo pian .. at night lei.. den we saw this interestin crab runnin for life!! Jy is e murderer!! hahas.. but e crab nv die!! hahas.. n One Fullerton!!!

well, after everything, its quite late, n we decided to walk all e way to clarke quay mrt station.. siao one.. walk untilvery tired.. imagine.. from suntec to clarke quay.. from red line to purple line!! MRT road track sia.. but its kind of fun!! Trekin complete!! gtg.. bb.. (=

Tired in tt.

2008-11-30T03:35:00.000-08:00

I wan to die sia.. holis is BORING! Spore is such a small island. We wonder everywhr n found out tt-its totally worthless sia. I try hard to understand, but i jux cant. Mayb its my fault, or else ur fault. wth. If only this goes on, im die.

You may not no wat im talkin abt, but its totally suxin.

wateva. Enjoy my sick bed. Im sick sia.

Or in fact haven even recover. danm ko lian los. aywy, im too lazy to post e one on Kurt outing.

But we definitely hav a great time at ECP, although it rains.

Briefly say, meet at 5, its abt to rain, Mac ECP. In e end, decided to go PP(parkway parade,not punggol plaza), plzz. Take cab thr, n meet e others thr.

Decide on wat to eat. Go Banquet in e end.

Eat, chat and play. loser eat wasabi. Tks god. or should say tks shuai cheng.

I might be eatin tt if i lose, heng sc lose. Tks!

Rain stopped, go back to ECP.

play n play. chat n chat.

plan for e nxt outin. n say goodbye.

*bus 43 is sure long sia. i can sleep for 1 hr.

Overall day!

2008-11-19T22:05:00.000-08:00

Hahas.. so dono wat. Came back from OBS, rest for two days(which is sat n sun).. den here comes mon, tue, wed. Kind of 'busy' these three days..

Mon(17/11): Wake up at 8.00am, preparing to go out. 9.30am, meet jn and ss at Punggol MRT. Go Plaza Sing, eat breakfast, asked stupid que, tell stories..etc. Den at abt 11am, go shop, walk walk walk,
den go Raffles City, walk chat play, siao lei. After tt, go bugis, We very good one, go Kinokuniya shop..see, so educated.. lol. once again, shop play chat.. den nth to do, think think think, den go vivo city, eat Coffee Bean, girls talk again. den secrets revived. cannot said of course. I drank ice fruit tea, n realise tt i nv add sweet syrup. Stupid rite? den e taste is horrible.Go Daiso, while shopping, jn mum called mi; scare lei, den we shop again, play again.. hungry again, so go LJS. meanwhile, jn mum call again, this time, i think her mum scold her, den she cried in front of me, when im eating my LJS. We cool her down, n ss encourage her to rebel back, wow, bad rite? den ss n me argu whether to rebel back. in e end i win!! hahas.. rebel back is worthless!! den jn seek help from us.and when home, end early!!

Tue(18/11): Wake up at 1000am, lazy to wake up, so turn here n there, den cannot tahan, went online, edit things..etc. get dress in school uni, holding my report card and go sch meet jy and ml. pass the report card to my teacher, and went Plaza Sing AGAIN!! Super pei he them rite? eat pizza hut, e curry pazzle baked rice, very nice, but spicy!! talk alot, and met a guy, name Hairul. I dono y he just come and introduce his name to mi, very strange.. aywy i dun care. so we eat and suddenly happy birthday song was played.someone birthday today, den we sang happy bday, although we dono who he is.. den go shop and eat again. jy ate strawberry mochi, ml ate papa bread and i drank milkshake..all crazy le.. very sianz and when This Fashion 'buy' clothes. Nth to do again, so go Cp, see ml spec ok le ma, in e end, e spec haven come, bo pian, take bus home..

Wed(19/11): Wake up at 1030am, get dress in sch uni again,go sch, report to General Office, den do things,den meet ml n jy go Pp eat, den go ml house, edit blog, chat..etc. den very thirsty, walk to pp, and buy bubble tea, den decided to walk all e way to CP.quite far, but nv, OBS well train. hahas. Go cp get ml spec, den go mini toons, jy bcos of some reason don wan go.. secrets.. ahahs.. den shop shop shop, go Breadtalk buy bread, eat again. meanwhile, raining very heavily, so waited.den we walk back again. excercise los. walking in e rain, so romantic rite? hhahas.. just kidding!!

well, these three days can said is EAT, SHOP, PLAY, GIRLS TALK!! other den tt, i think nth le!! lolz.. today actually ned go back sch,for NYAA, but cancel le, heng ar, if not i really mati one. to keep u info, NYAA is National Youth Achievement Award. and stop asking wat is that, i have a difficult time explaining wat is that! srry friends! (=gtg le, next@@@@

OBS!!

2008-11-15T00:48:00.000-08:00

"OH MY GOD!", ok, our OBS Kurt constant sentence. well this 5 days quite fun. lets see wat we played this 5 days=
Day1:Gather at sch. talk to my dears last time. take bus to Punggol Jetty n meet the others.(its goin to rain), take ship there and sang rain rain go away.. but e rain nv go, in fact heavier.. paiseh la.. den we met our team-Kurt!! sit in a circle together wif Marist Stella High, Damai Sec. dono how to break e ice, lack of communication.. den here comes Kiah Hong-instrutor.. *clapclapclap..get introduce, talk.. n found out tt they are very nice! Meanwhile the rain stop, n we went kayating(dono how to spel).. just a pratice and get in group of three. (Brandon, Matthew and Mi).. both of them are indeed good in kayatin.. den pitch our tent at dono where. get to sleep wif Jingyi, Jamie, Rabia.(girls talk).. Oh My God!! hahas/. i think its abt tt. Next@@@

Day2:Wake up early in the morning, at abt 5.30am..very cold. den brush teeth, wash face.. etc. eat breakfast which is bread or cake.. if i not wrong we have pur mornin exercise, den went adsaling.. rainin again.. got to stop for a while. wai until rain go a little smaller.. kiah hong den brief us on safety. n here we go.. downwards. SCARY SIA. 6m high ar.. n the natural rock very the wet los.. (i fall actually, hahas. all dirty.) i felt relieve when i shouted:'TOUCH GROUND!'Adsail off, Delay off.. den kiah hong shouted OK.!! hahas siao siao.. go bath, cook dinner(maggi, can food..), although its not as nice as e food serve in s'pore, but we indeed eat happily!! Night fall, n we went night confidence walk. scary. we got to wallk in e forest one by one. hahas. but hos. in e end, we climb under tunnel which is dark n small. all sorts of imagaination come out in that moment. crawl crawl.. den i leg cramp. tabulei tahan. n finally i hit on something.. a metal kind of thing.(its e ladder to climb up).. heng ar.. good job girl!! hahs.. saw Laura, Weiting, Shuaicheng, Tinjun, Matthew.. den we chat n chat.. ppl join in.. n finally everyone reach. Hooray!! Went back to our campsite.. n shuaicheng hurt his leg.. hope he's feelin ok. N.. zzzzzzzZzzZZ.. next@@@

Day3:Land Ex. unpitchh tent, carry n when tracking.. 5km.. walk walk walk.. listen to two guys singin all sort of song.. quite nice actually. hahahas.. den again rain.. wait wait wait.. n continue.. look for checkpoint, leg pain..n return to campsite. pitch tent, exhuasted.. surmarise alot.. the tent is wet, dono how to sleep, rainin heavily.. kelian. I/c den told us to wake up at 4.30am e next day. hahas. cannot sleep.. so got out walk walk.. saw shuaicheng there. sit down n chat.. n he make some sound.. angggggggg.. so funny. cannot stop laughin. anggggangg.. got e tune los.. nice!! next@@@.

Day4:Really.. 4.30am.. yawn.. aywy cannot sleep rite. unpitch tent(very mafan ar).. Sea Exp. Kayatin!!! Great! find three partner... Matthew, Wenyan.. mi... Brandon I/C.. cannot follow us.. Tinjun tell wat to do.. n here we go.. cheer 1st. e dono wat shark cheer.. quite creative.. hahas.. and here we go.. 15 km kayating, while in 10 hrs.. good job tt we did it within 8 hrs. But horrible things sure come.. Sea sick sia.. wenyan feelin tired, i sea sick.. den left wif Matthew.. sorry abt that.. den Matthew ask for change of ppl.. so Wenyan go another team, n Zi hao came to the rescure!! hahas.. Matthew almost die.. tt superman!! hahas.. den Matthew start to slack.. tt time i really sick.. so peer some orange n taste.. can cure a little... den Matthew change wif Shuaicheng.. meanwhile eatin our lunch in e middle of e sea.. Romantic los.. (kidding).. ppl do their business in e sea.. lol.. So.. now all my partner dono go whr.. Zi hao n Shuaicheng to e rescure.. they sing sing sing.. n shuaicheng back very pain.. cos sitting infront is very tiring.. so he sit back hit my leg..but he continue... den we met tinjun n laura.. start to play, sing... etc. den my sea sick gettin better.. tts good. try my best n paddle.. hooray!! 15km.. broke xl record.. hahas.. bath.. eat..have a competition on food cooking.. although we lose.. but its kind of fun! n i dono y.. e tent we sleep bend.. so we pitch it again.. but before that.. we felt sad of being late to meet kiah hong.. very dark.. pitch tent.. tks to shuaicheng, brandon, alex, matthew, and those who help to pitch our terrible tent!! Tks guys! =)next@@@.

Day5:wake up in e morning-5.00am.. get dress in water activities clothes.. den went for commitment jump.. 4 storey high..abt tt.. say ur goals n jump.. scarrrryyy... but very fun! den we pack up n clean up everything.. teamwork is the best!!! when for breakfast-milo n bee hoon.. sit together in circle the last time.. kind of sad.. bought notebook n keychain.. don enough money for clothes.. i wan clothes!!!!!!!! very nice.. kind of regret not buyin.. cry cry cry!!! den we do e last cheer.. n bye bye we go.. sad sad.. )=

tts our 5 days 4 night camp... wow.. i write alot sia.. hahas.. hope to contact wif them again! hahas.. fun.. gtg.. bye.. (=

sick girl on stand-by.

2008-11-02T01:10:00.000-07:00

Im seriously ill this few days. Flu, cold, sore throat, fever..etc. Im plannin to go out this weekend, but.. crush*.. cannot go.. i cant even stand well, wat makes u think i can go out wif my friends?!

Bopian.. i can only stared in e air n sleep..ZZzzz.

super sianz.. but at least my parent great care..im feelin well..

a..a...still sick actually. or infact, very serious. I don wan to go sch on mon.

but hos, i still need, cos i don have MC. ke lian dai.

must save money, so die die cannot go see doc. super stand-by.

can only eat bread n find some dono wat medicine to eat.

Den here come my parents herbal tea.(bitter somemore). horrible feelin.

well, of course i drank, not one cup, but 15 large cups. (im too bored, so go count e no. of cups i drank). really horrible. i can smell e aroma of e herbal tea now.

(illusion la).

well, hope 2moro, everything can get well!!

long time no see.

2008-10-30T01:38:00.000-07:00

OMG. such a long long long time i've post one. well, exams is over, results is comin out, gangster mood mum start naggin, mi myself also become emo mood.. blah blah. WATEVER!!
ok, yesterday was excitin, when out wif jy qe cn and qx. very fun!! foolin around like dono wat, doin all those lame n diao movement. Especially qx, face expression more den 100%. Funniest part is when we all diao qx. Super diao!! well abt tt la. i cannot say too much.

不然我会被骂死。

因为这是‘不能讲的秘密’。

一旦讲了，十一就不能和妹妹在一起！！

Things juz don go well nowadays..

2008-08-25T06:06:00.000-07:00

dWell.. been so long i post a post.. n things juz don go well nowadays.. im tryin hard to do something over it.. tryin not to create another conflict betwen frenz.. (btw im not e one startin e conflict).. IM E MEDIATOR!! but being one of it doesnt sound nice.. i got to keep many things inside my heart.. tryin not say anything tt im not suppose to say.. but hope they r okay.. SOON..
hopefully..

Ok.. finish wif friends.. now my turn.. well currentli donno y.. my results r gettin lower n lower.. i dono wat to say.. or do to improve it..

STUDY+CMMT TEST=FAIL!!

Don ask mi y.. i myself don even no e ans.. i did study u no.. but i jux dono y.. somemore tis cmmt test isnt a test.. 40% of e marks is goin to e final results.. (i can see stars all over.. n right infront of mi.. my future is actin negatively..) OMG.. but im tryin my best to do.. DEN.. once again.. i failed.. my tropical test.. 2/10.. SOLID LOS.. somemore is my best subject..maths..

(im goin to faint.. ).. N U NO WAT?

Social Studies+Geography=26/100

MY CMMT TEST RESULT!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like bendin e wall.. hope to go through to another world.. No tution..(cos to poor to hav one).. so base on myself.. i will try my besties best to score well.. hop so.. ERT

Hello!!

2008-08-10T21:03:00.000-07:00

OK.. i no my blog smells.. i will try my best to do. currently busy now.. for donno wat..
aywy leave mi a message b4 u go.. n free to tag mi. if u wan..

Survey!!

2008-06-24T07:33:00.000-07:00

SURVEY FROM Qien:

Remove one of the question above and replace it with your own.Tag any of your friends & list them down at the end of the post .Notify them in the tagboard that they have been tagged.

1. Do you love QIEN?
- She is my daughter. of course i love her!! =]

2. What do you want to do now ?
-NEVER EVER WAKE UP!

3. What is the last thing you do/say, if tomorrow is the end of the world ?
- I will shop till siao n sit around seeing e world e last time.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes ?
-Base on WHO it is.

5. Did u feel sad when ur lover/admirer ignore u?
-Definiteli. But i no longer hav tt feelin.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain ?
-I believe. N i often saw tt. Its wondrous!!

7. Who will you choose between your ex-boyfriend and your currently boyfriend ?
-I will choose myself.

8. What's your desired age of marriage ?
-18!! lolz. -.-

9. Are you happy with your life now ?
-NO WAY!! I hate living.

10. What if your crush ask you out ?
-Ask my FAIRYGOD A-MA!! She will give u e answer.

11. What will you do if your boyfriend have another lover other than you ?
-Broke los.. that is so easy. U don have to be sad, bcos its no worth it.

12. What feeling do you hate the most ?
-Watever feeling i have, including HAPPY!!

13. What will you do if you fell down in front of your crush ?
-My face will got red. Pure RED!! Like A TOMATO.

14. Hongster Never Dies & TiongXim Never Dies, which are you ?
-HUH?!

15. The most important things in your life ?
-NOTHING!!

16. Who do you hope to always be there for you ?
-Oh.. tis time, u ask my FAIRYGOD A-GONG. He will give u e answer.

17. What is your current mood ?
-speechless.. down n down..

18. Who do you love most ?
-BMG!!

19. Do you believe that there's "true love" ?
-OK. tis time ask my FAIRYGOD MUM. She should give u an answer.

20. What's your greatest wish ?
-ALL My wish come true..

21. What's the one thing you don't understand ?
-I got more den one thing tt i dont understand!

Tag 5 people to do the survey :1. Eunice
2. Jassica 3.Meiling 4. Crystal 5. Qien

An outin to mani places..

2008-06-03T22:42:00.000-07:00

dWow.. yesterdae.. go Tampines mall, bugis and downtown east(for bowling).. was quite fun.. but veri tired.. we meett at 930a.m.. den go Pasir ris eat breakfast.. den talk alot.. talk until i veri full.. do wan eat le.. den we go Tampines mall.. of course go there shop.. n definteli we went to Toysruss.. play.. here r e pics..

Ok.. i no we r lame.. but veri fun.. den we decided to play ball.. so we kick here n there.. in the end.. Steph kick into someone.. veri pai sseh los.. how i hope i can be a child again.. full of joy n toys.. den veri sian le.. go bugis los.. must said also veri sian.. den we eat eat n eat.. cos there e food very nice.. walk dao veri tired.. so we go in e nilprint shop n sit eventhough we nv take any.. ok.. sit hao le.. den we veri hungry again.. don no y we so hungry.. den.. we go mos burger n eat again.. still thinkin wat to do next.. do we cameout wif a idea.. GO BOWL..

E bowl was fun.. bcoz everyone got gutter.. e ppl next to us.. r playin sure well.. highest score is 79.. but ours.. hehes.. 44.. clap hand pls.. LOL.. after tt we go home.. ok.. i o i surmarrise it a lot.. but i veri lazy to post le.. bb..

Once again.. siany day comes..

2008-05-26T21:31:00.000-07:00

dAll rite, later..goin sch for Orchestra.. sian dao.. don no wat to do.. some more wed, thurs, fri stil must go back for e same thin.. sian isnt it?? up to 3 hrs of practices a day.. stress... how i wish time can stop now.. den no ned go sch le.. HELLO.. its holidaes los.. stil must go back.. LOLX... but nvm.. at least can meet my lovers at sch.. so quick worth it.. too bad today cannot eat wif them.. (my lovers).. coxx must save $$$ for e great spore sale.. so eat instant noodle at home..so sad hor.. aywy nth to write lei.. so end here loh.. byezz!! ERT

OMG!!! My results....

2008-05-23T21:15:00.000-07:00

dOk.. i cant believe it.. my results.. r......ALL BORDER LINE PASSES.. more worse Mdm Kartini is e one givin mi e report book.. (of course my mum is wif mi).. aywy.. let start from leavin my house.. abt 815a.m.. my gangster-mood mum follow mi to sch.. on e way.. naggin mi.. said tt i walk veri slow.. later wait veri long.. (im worried ok.. tts y i walked veri slow.. ).. den i tell her no one will b there so earlier one..(but i regret sayin tt.. mani ppl veri kea shu..).. hall was full of ppl.. n once again.. my gangster-mood mum look at mi wif a so-called 'hello, tis is call no one hor' look.. pai seh la.. who no everyone so kea shu.. i also don no ma.. den i saw meiling walklin out of sch(veri fast los.. ).. go in hall, find my class.. (but..BUT.. donno whr to get e no... so pai seh orh.. )!! nvm den i get e no. from a sec2 sl girl.. its was no.18.. (wat e hell..).. n e board onli no. 3.. ya.. tis time my gangster-mood mum look at mi again.. wif an annoyin face.. relax la.. wait a little longer will die ma.. no need so angry one..

We wait n wait.. finalli out turn... (btw to keep u info.. meiling n joey havv finish takin their result.. or should said they hav went back home n watch Tv le)... OMG.. Mdm Kartini.. si lei.. as u no i've been slackin n givin attitude to her.. wan dan le... tis time even my results r good.. my mum wil definiteli kill mi bcoz of e slackin part in sch.. mmmmyyy mmyyy... sure die tis time.. but lucky my mum asked alot of ques.. so she don realli hav e chance to talk to my mum.. (heng ar).. if not i wiilll jump down orh..

BUT my horrible part came.. on e way back home.. NOW... MY GANGSTER-MOOD MUM BECOME DEVIL-MOOD MUM LE.. she scold scold scold... (my god.. my ears.. ). den of course i cant keep quiet.. i shouted.. (almst everyone can heard).. HELLO.. IM TRYIN MY BEST TO SCORE WELL.. N NOW I DID SCORE WELL A LITTLE.. CANT U JUX SHUT UPP N LET MI REST A WHILE??? (okay.. im sorri for tt.. ).. den she continue.. 'well.. i no u score well.. but all border line passes.. ' (rite.. parents r like ttiiss.. once they c e mark tt underline.. they shouted.. DEN when no underline is shown.. they pick those marks tt r borderline pass..).. all right.. not all my results r border line.. there r some good one.. BUT.. my devil/gangster-mood mum jux skip it.. (^$&^^&*^*).. LOLX.. not onli tis.. she compared my marks wif my professional elder brother.. (of course i sure lose).. I CANT STAND IT.. n i said to her.. in a half angry half dissapointed way.. R U REALLI SO DISSAPPOINTED IN MY RESULTS?? TTS Y U R SAYIN THINS TT HURT MI.. ( example: y cant u score well den u can AT LEAST go poly.. i don wan u to go JC as i no u can definiteli fail to do so).. hurt ya?! she is my mum.. y did she said tt to mi?? not one time nor twice.. its mani time.. tts words can make aa dictionary.. she jux didnt like it.. wateva.. it is.. my brother is better den mi.. ttss y she luv him more.. wat can i say?? i can onli keep my fuckin mouth shut!!!ERT

E important day!! (2moro)

2008-05-23T07:12:00.000-07:00

dOh.. Heaven..2moro.. is comin.. e day everyone get back their so-called GREEN small book.. inside contain thins tt make our parent yell.. (gangters-mood again).. wat to do??? So darn worried... but bo pian.. who call mi nv study..

aywy.. 2moro is e day tt causes a good dinner wif my parents or a good 'talk'... so here to hope for myself.. Jia You orh.. must b happi.. always happi!!!

All rite.. got to end my post.. (my gangster-mood mum scoldin le).. byebye.. ERT

Life for mi is totalli worthless..

2008-05-21T06:09:00.000-07:00

dLife for mi totalli WORTHLESS.. tell mi why im still alive??!! Horrible to stay alive.. very sad.. do u understand?! Mayb not.. or should said sureli not... Once again.. Tweety little girl no longer happi.. n i thin im not goin to be cheerful.. honestli... I hav nothin to do.. nothin to say.. nothin to move.. N one thin.. (its not abt GR okay.. i hav no mood to said abt him.. actualli quite good.. no need to avoid him).. Thins r gettin worse... my horoscope said:"If u r sad, Try goin out n hav a walk!!" (wow.. very true.. ).. I don no y.. mani pressure came.. everthough is not my problem.. i can onli keep my mouth shut.. I no u guys don realli no wat im talkin abt.. but tis is realli serious... IM REALLI SCARED.. IM AFRAID I CANT STAND TOO LONG.. who noss wat happen 2moroo.. mayb i will leave u guys.......... aywy.. i don wan to say.. u may said im silly.. but u r not mi.. u don no wat happen actualli.. I can onli smile to cover wateva.. but deep in my heart.. its already broken.. reali broken.. Frenz.. Tks for watever u did for mi.. encouragin mi.. make mi laugh.. 'FORCE' mi to smlie sincereli..etc. I thanks u much.. But i can onli act... realli act.. tryin veri hard to b happi..so tt u guys would not worried much abt mi.. I REALLI SINCERELI.. THANKS U...

Sorry for todae.. suddenli cried.. i cant control myself.. i hav to express it out.. if not i'll die... tts too much thin inside mi.. i juz CANT stand anythin more.. I cannt stop thinkin.. ppl r tryin to tell mi not to thin much.. but i cannot... once i thin of my house, my famliy..etc.. everythin came back.. I may tak a longer time to come back to life... or in fact to cheer up a little.. hope u can bear a little.. lucky i finish my MYE.. if not.. i comform tio depression.. too stress..

Lastli.. (ps.. tis is e part im very scary).. IM HERE CURSIN YB(STUPID FUCKER ASSHOLE).. CURSIN HIS WHOLE FAMLIY DIE.. EXCXEPT HIM..(I WAN HIM TO SURVIVE.. N SEE HOW MISERABLE HE IS).. i will rmb u.. always rmb u.. YB LANJIAO.. I wan ur children to suffer mani sickness.. n mani more to go.. JIBAII..

Im not e one who start first.. is him.. he curse infront of us.. sayin words tt r not so good.. n so.. i will definitelli.. curse u back... but if u don.. i will nv ever thin of cursin u.. Juz let us go.. pls.. pls.. so i will not show e evil part of mi.. Rmb.. we r like mirror.. wat u do.. we will do it back to u.. (we wiil do it law by law.. not like u.. bloody sucker cork.. )

SORRY EVERYONE!!! IM VERI ANGRY.. N SAD.. PLS FORGIVE MY DIS-RESPECT.. I APOLOGISE!!!!! ERT

A borin day came by...

2008-05-18T08:23:00.000-07:00

dSleepy Queen r here!! Plz rise... Thank u so much..mind clappin too.. oh.. tt will be so good...OK.. shut up plz... Weelll.. so sleepy todae everthough i hav been sleepy so much for years.. but it is realli sleepy to wake up..how i hop i can sleep forever.. so nothin is goin to border mi.. makin mi down, sad, angry, excited...etc. 2moro no sch.. (wat e hell... how i hop i hav my elective module soon.. learnin SPA los.. who can be sad?!) so lookin forward wif it.. can go enjoy.. aywy 2moro will b quite busy.. wake up in e mornin..(for donno wat).. den went home.. MUST see show.. cox 8.00p.m channel 8 got greendale student havin CL competition.. Hop they win.. make us proud.. jia you!! School Mates Men!! (=

A tired n horrible dae..

2008-05-16T05:10:00.000-07:00

dVeri veri veri tired.. lets start in e mornin.. meet siew hui.. (so sorri..im late todae).. more worst de thin is abt to happen... i meet him in e lift.. i was like..wat e hell.. in e mornin jian dao ghost.. n of couurse we walk by each other without ever seein each other.. (actualli im e one who ignore him).. back to sch.. durin assembly.. Mr Lee Hock Joo broke a news to us.. a veri sian n nervous news.. is to recieve our NYAA Bronze Award.. after recievin my award.. we went back to our class..(e problem is tt.. mr lee said tt we r to sit at e back when we finish recievin.. Blanh.....).. after everythin.. we hav our learnin style(very sian los).. but our recess r darn good..(cos 9.00a.m recess ma).. after recess.. we hav our EL Oral Exam.. (wa liao.. i third wan los).. but lucky.. e examier is Mdm Wee..(heng ah).. i don think i did well.. i was like kind of slackin n jokin wif Mdm Wee.. so i don think i will pass..(nvm.. i hav no mood to study le.. or should said.. im tired of studyin).. sit at e gallery.. e whole 3 Hours... (tis remind mi of my life in my pri sch.. bcoz im a Infoccom Club Member)... thin here.. thin there.. time pass fast.. after sch le.. we decided to visit Ernest(he went to hospital..coz asima..)..but in e end.. nv go.. (ps)..

We den decided to go to Bugis.. n shop(actuali i wanna buy clothes la).. btw e WE include Joey, Meiling n Mi... but don no y.. suddenli very tired.. everyone wanted to sit down n rest.. so we buy food.. n eat while sittin down.. n SUDDENLI.. for don no wat reason.. Meiling cried.. We r so shocked to c tt.. sia shi wo los... don no wat to do.. so we ask her y.. but she nv said.. hope she get well soon... be cheerful orh.. like mi.. everyone hav their sadness.. e onli different is tt how they express out... actualli human r so ke lian.. i hat bein a human.. REALLI HATE.. next time don wan be human le... but realli hope she is okay... MEILING.. i will b a good listener... feell like talkin to someone.. can find mi orh.. i will try my best to mak u haappi.. even im very sad inside my heart tt seldom ppl no... i like ppl around mi bein happi.. so i will try to keep myself as happi as possible.. BUT..BUT.. Sometime.. i realli very sad.. but who can understand my feelin?! So no point cryin.. happi happi enjoy my long journey of life...... aywy.. back to trip.. den we go CP n shop while Joey bought her dinner... wow..tis time..meiling gettin better le.. heng ar.. thanks god... n so we went home onli to see our TV program.. e ye man nai nai.... (=

I hate livin on earth.. but wat can i do?! Im not tt cheerful as i am.. e Xueli U c.. can be veri cheerful.. but when im alone.. im totalli different.. veri veri different... BUT WAT CAN I DO?!
wat can i do???? can someone tell mi...

Well.. game over!!

2008-05-15T05:47:00.000-07:00

dwell well well.. my exams results r quite okay.. should said tt im very happi wif some of e subjects.. such as maths, geo, chem.... but of course tt r some subject i failed.. SOCIAL STUDIES!!! (my worst subject.. i score 18/50.. clap hand pls.. clap for mi gettin a 'good grade') but overall.. i hope i pass.. Finalli.. everythin is over.. currentli in e mood of holidaes le.. don hav mood to study le... go sch juz to slack.. but while slackin..still must act like u r listenin.. (tis is e part i hate)

todae hav our Orchestra Lunchtime Performance.. if u call mi to decribe a word to sure it.. it will call 'HOT'.. realli darn hot.. even though all e fan r on.. mayb bcoz of e nervous of us.. or mayb we walk here walk there.. aywy wateva.... Everythin goes well until i saw someone.. (sian dao wan).. But lucky he walks away.. heng los.. i once lost in a jungle.. hopin him to find mi.. but end up causin myself mani problems.. from tt day onwards..(which is currentli last month or week.. forget le.) i decided not to play tt stupid game again.. therefore..im tryin to get out of e jungle.. im tryin real hard.. realli realli hard.. tryin my best.. without anyone helpin(not bcos im selfish..i juz wan to challenge myself..hop myfrenz don mind) SO PLS.. E ONLI THIN U FRENZ CAN HELP MI..IS TO KEEP QUIET N DON EVER MENTION HIS NAME IN FRONT OF MI!! thank you so much!! i cant stop ppl from sayin.. so i can onli shut my ears.. tryin to avoid.. but as my frenz.. hop u gers... can help mi wif tis.. (u gers can see e attitude i gav him... if u like someone.. u shouldn be givin him e attitude i gav him.. isnt it?!) therefore.. i think i no longer lost in e jungle.. e onli problem is to get out of it.. to giv mi freedom... wateva it is.. no turnin back of mi.. i will NEVER go back to e jungle n wait again.. SUCKER!!! finalli.. peaceful life is comin.. hopin to cheerful again.. hehez.. FRENZ.. WILL U HELP MI???!!!

Once again!!!!!!! GAME IS REALLI OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

E worst time i've been

2008-04-26T02:09:00.000-07:00

dIm reportin tis worst news of mi.. On friday tis week.. at abt 10 somethin.. when i first take e paper.. n e teacher say 'U may begin'.. n once i flip e paper.. n i took a look at my fisrt que.. my reaction was like.. WAT E HELL.. WAT IS IT TALKIN ABT.. n so e other que at e back... tt one hr.. seen so long to mi.. BTW.. u no wat im talkin abt?! Its my POA paper one.. I'll fail till siao..

I don no wat they r askin.. n there4 i also anyhow answer.. do u thin i wiil pass by answerin without thinkin?! For SS.. its qutie ok.. but... for POA.. tts e end of mi.. luckily still hav paper 2.. if not...... )=

One more important is.... durin e paper.. i can onli face kelvin which is beside mi at e right.. while e left... i cannot c.. for some reason.. (frenz, i thin u gers no wat im talkin abt..) ITS BCOS.. OF E DOG.. GOLDEN RENITRIVEN.. Its like.. e hall is so big.. n y...yyyyy... he sit at e left side of mi.. whr 3e4 hav leave.. Tt one hr.. makes mi sick.. not onli tis.. after e paper.. more worst.. i c him all around.. its like.... ai ya.. don no how to said.. tis will continue for 2 whole weeks.. whr we hav our exams.. ah.. not onli 2 weeks.. its whenever we hav exams at e hall.. but wat can i do?!

Im forgettin wateva he did.. he said.. but once i saw him.. everythin came back to my mind.. I don no whether i stil hav any feelin to him.. i realli don no.. Wat am i goin to do?! Forget or keep goin?! If i keep goin.. tt will not be any endin.. SO WAT AM I GOIN TO DO?! Do u understand my feelin?! Livin in a mind of confuse... a

I'll viomit for sure!!

2008-04-21T06:12:00.000-07:00

dToday.. as usual.. go school.. (=
Social Studies: Wowow.. today e best SS class i have.. Mdm Kartini let us do e SBQ(or SEQ?!).. N she giv us one hr to do.. wow.. super relax.. not like other time.. when we hav to rush n listen to her plus copy wateva she said or show..

POA: As usual.. Miss Shang was angry n fair-up wif we guys.. den she scold n scold n scold.. den we listen n listen n listen.. wif e attitude we always give.. e think is.. we hav one n half hr wif her.. )=

Recess: We decided not to eat.. n save e money for Sushi after school..

Maths: veri sian.. Cos mr chan giv us lots of work to do.. do until NIAN QING QING..

MT: Nothin realli happen.. exccept tt.. Joey n I take Elson pencil box.. den his reaction make us laugh.. realli funny.. (=

EL: Mr Simon actualli nv let us do anythin.. juz chattin, playin...etc. den e worse part come.. don no y his mood not good.. den he said.."from now on.. if one person talk.. everyone will stay for five mins.. btw.. jux now i hav counted.. u guys can stay for TWO hours.." tt time.. evryone feel like killin him..

E horrible thin come.. we decided to eat Sushi.. n so Stephanie, Meiling n Mi went to eat.. (As for joey.. Her mother don let) When we reach there.. we stand there veri long.. n so Stephanie decided to eat BUFFET..(She said cheaper.. n ppl who r in my class n e relationship between STEPHANIE n BUFFET!!!!!) Hhahahas.. i no i veri bad..
den we went in.. n start eatin like hell.. until we r full enough.. (its darm full lolz.. ) But after all... im okay.. (=

A Dizzy Day!!

2008-04-19T03:23:00.000-07:00

dWOW!!! Today went out wif Dine, SH!! Veri tired but veri fun!! Went to AMK Hub.. shop here shop there.. go up go down.. until everyone's leg veri pain.. but before we shop.. we go eat MAC. (nothin to eat le.. too expan. for other food) while eatin.. we chat n chat(wateva we wan to say).
After tt.. we went to shop(which is one of our hobbies!). C here c there.. n i decided to buuy a BAG.. tt cost mi 15 Dollars(quite cheap ya?!) Den.. dine wanna buy jacket... so we acompany her.. but in e end.. still nv buy(cos to expan le). There we r again.. goin every shop n c but nv buy anythin..(tts call window-shoppin). We reach Popular.. n dine say wanna buy Graph Paper.. n so we went in.. in e end.. don hav e paper she wanted.. instead we each buy a pencil..(so Cawayi-nae)We decided to go back CP n buy e Graph Paper.. n so.. we take bus back.. (tt bus make us feel so dizzy.. super dizzy..until everyone don wan to say anythin). Finalli.. we reach CP.. N found e Graph Paper dine wan.. Since we r there.. so we shop again..(shopin is nv enough for mi)After tt.. we went home by MRT.. cos we don wan to take bus again.. n saw Mr See wife.. wif her kid.. (Mrs See is holdin FOUR balloon.. lolz..)...

An unforgetable trip!!

2008-04-12T06:59:00.000-07:00

Wow!! Today go out wif QiEn, Jing yi n Eunice!! We r totalli crazy.. Meet earli in e mornin n go Bugis to shop.. siao ya?! But b4 i went out.. my mum scolded mi.. she said: "U BETTER DONT BUY ANYTHING TT.. COS YESTERDAY U BUY ALOT LE!!" I was like 'wat e hell' .. don no y.. my mum always no wat move im goin to move nxt..
Den i went out.. go meet them n went bugis... one thin is.. went we reach bugis.. it rains..(v big los) but we stil decided to go bugis street 1st.. in e end... we r totalli wet.. den we go shop.. but e problem is alll e shop we wanted to go haven open.. so we go 'metal-door shopin'... (sure sian wan) but after a while.. all e shop open.. hahahs.. our TIME have come!!
Jy Qe n Eunice buy lots of things.. n mi.. spend almost 30 MIN to decided n buy a jacket.. (Im goin to die once i get home) Den we shop n shop n shop.. go bugis junction.. saw Fiona, Ming Sia.. etc.. After tt.. we go Vivo juz to c doggy n buy a SPECIAL DRINK tt everyone thinks its nice!!
Den we go back to PP n have our dinner done.. after tt go to CP n c e performance by SCO!!(nice man)den we go eat again.. n went back home... (OMG.. I don no how to tell my mum abt e jacket!!) i v cut tis story los.. actualli v long wan..!! HAHAS!! (=

Introduction of mi!!

2008-04-11T05:54:00.000-07:00

dHiie!! Everyone!! Tis is my new create BBLOG!! (=
Lets start by introductin mi!! MYSELF!!
Im from Greendale.. which is a sch... studyin sec 3 now!!
(i don no how to intro).... )=
Aywy.. feel free to tap mi.. frenzzz!! (=